waSSap

2006-10-10T08:21:00.000+08:00

many many things happened these few days... first is something tat has to deal wit car...but overall, was a good hang out with the guys and don, since he has a long bookout.... then i learn to ride fuming's bike, took fuming's bike n wow.... shiok.. not scary at all.. haha... went out till 3+ am... then slept at 4am and woke up at 6.30 am for work!!! nvm.. work was ok... i not sleepy at all... and guess wad? met dear... watched movie.. WTC!!! we duno go where to celebrate lanten festival...

then the guys called me.. wanna meet... so i was ok wit it... but i make sre it doesnt interfere with our date.. but seems like she not happy cos she doesnt hab the chance to go out late n play but i do... u noe like... i dun blame her cos she gotta work all day all week... no time to play n enjoy... so i dun blame her.. the guys picked me up and went to west coast park to play fire cracker?? the whistling ones... played at west coast park.. took pics... then wanted to go KAP one.. but in the end neber go cos sat morning got soccer training for sun's match... then due to communication break down, fuming din join us.. sorry bro..

sat raining wad called off cos haze was over 100 PSI... so i slept on.. shiok!!!! woke up at 1+ n i was shocked! " oh no!!! i missed the training!! i overslept!!!" but then.... it was called off!!! i was so tired tat i forgot about it... then saw many sms by dear.. opz... so i reply her lo... so slack whole day at home... went to grandma house... din noe tdy got indian god come.. which i will go very year wit my mum.. pray and throw coconuts for wishes... then went to fetch dear.. it was a quick one.. went home n rest for sun's match

sunday morning woke up... played my 2nd field match in life.. wore my new boots.. sprained my ankle a few times.. not pain cos i sprain like millions of time till season liao.. not used to studs below my feet.. we lost.. i was a fault cos i couldnt run anymore... but surprised i lasted the whole match... but... my instinct was no more there... duno how to play soccer le... haiz... went clementi eat wit ben, cz and deron..then met don.. asshole.. before he book in... then........ go home bath n rest... met dear a while after she has dinner with her chldcare tr... then sent her home...

monday.. keep worry bout the car thing.. finally called me... finding me on tues, which is dy during lunch to do paper work.... haha... sux..

4 weeks

2006-09-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

tdy its the 4th week i having attachment in ABB INDUSTRY!!!!

well, now time seem to pass faster cos i think i got used to the boredom here, find things to entertain myself, i can go net use come... chat with friend using yahoo and lotus notes... haha... then i also got work to do.... not all the time.. but when there is one... done within 15 mins max... but if there is a pile, 4 hrs min!!!! but good cos time pass fast fast...

got my pay... hey... i got 476, suppose to be 440 but... HA!!!! its mine.... my preciousssssssssss~!!!!

haha.. learn things here too.... office politics, store ppl politics... store ppl almost scold me when its the indian lady's fault... now he always say thank u to me wahahahahah~!!!!!!! then i got print n cut paper... i c sometimes i need to print a small box in an A4 size paper so wasteful. so wat i do? cut out liao, put the rest in my bag n go my house down stairs throw in recycling bin!!!

SEE!!!!! environmentally FRIENDLY!!!!!

ok la not bad afterall.. just tat........ the standard here.... super low... haha.... not my age group environment.... need more energy around here man!!! its so quiet in office..... haha.. suck!!! but nvm... pass it n NS!!!! wahahahaha...

typing rubbish blog here la.. cos bored.. wahahaha

wad a day

2006-09-21T08:19:00.000+08:00

today at work, nth much to tok about.. oh ya.. janice came to visit me cos i email her saying my department n supervisor different from stated by school.. so she come down.. tot will tok for like 1 hr.. but 15 she go off liao.. sia la... lucky everything correct ah... 2 weeks le then realise... haha...

rented car... tempted.. co very long neber drive then wanna bring dear go find children clothes then go home early cos parent coming back from bangkok tonite... then i was thinking got coup duno can come back anot..... but anyway... i booked the car.. so long neber drive le..

so after work i chiong hm... cos scared from clementi to bukit batok will jam.. i took another route... heng heng ah... reach just nice at 7 so dear no need to wait.. then we make last minute changes, go airport fetch my parents.. haha... so.. yes!! chiong ah!!! then... the unexpected happens... was at a right-turn traffic junction, i saw no car le... so move off.. toking to dear.. then suddenly one taxi right in front of my car!!! he jam brake then i also!!!!! sia la then we onli 1mm apart lehz!!!! wa... shit sia... almost kana accident..... the taxi almost banged the trafic light... wa i damn scared la.. but i act calm in from of dear.. seriously if i had gone faster, the taxi confirm bang her side one... so... yeah.. a lot of tots went thru my mind but i just act relax... shit man!!

so..... i drived more carefully le.... go toh guan and enter to express way at toh guan there... so no bad.. jam but smooth flowing... think cos din go AYE?? then ECP??? but i went PIE??? and all the way... i not really sure bout the name of expressway... but i noe is tat one pass by ngee ann tat one lor... so... reached airport at 745.. just nice...

the thing is tat i cant c my parents' flight number on the teletext, i was worried tat they cant come back.. i saw many flights arrival from bangkok at 7++ all different airlines.... all terminal 2.. so i was thinking maybe change of airline last minute... so went terminal 2 lor... dear tired n hungry le.. face a bit black n growing impatient.. so i keep toking n hong her... then reached the terminal liao, c the tv.. dun hab by parents' flight number... but i duno y i noe they will be back.. so we went BK eat... then my dad call.... say at terminal 1... so i ask them come T2 BK find us...

they came... tot we drove... but bluff them say took cab n they really got tricked!!! haha...so as we walked off.. they keep saying eh exit is there, but i say no la the other side... they keep blur blur until i say i drive la then they laugh... HA~!!!!! so drove them home.... then send dear home...

kinda regret not spending quality time wit her.. like she said she tdy whole day sit car... so when i sent her at her house there... hugged her.. dun wanna let go.. hehe.. then bo bianz.. she go things to do.. (toilet business) so i good bye many many.... then drove home... feel a bit sad sad... parkd car n went home... home sweet home...

the end.... oh ya... i almost kana accident!!!! omg.. everybody wil have their first time.. but on my own car la not tis!!!! one dent pay $3500 liao lehz!!!!!!

ok byebye.. be careful when u cross the road... be careful when u drive!!!

2006-09-13T08:36:00.000+08:00

sept 12- the day after memorial of 911 and the day after benedict's bday, marks the anniversary of huiping n i!!! and in 2006, it marks that we are together for 2 years!!! that fast!! like wad wz said, 2 year ago from now we r just in year 1 first sem.. haha... now?? year 3 liao n attachment rotting in office!! wahahaha~!

i wen to bukit batok to meet her after work str... then we wanted to eat spagetties... as in the restaurant name is spagetties?? so we took a train to paragon.. she's tired... so am i... we r both tired... then walk there... ordered... we din finish our food... cos think we are tired.. haha... but afterall we r both happy!!! weeee~!! no celebration or wad la... cos... we both noe we r tired n no time too...

but celebration or not, to us everyday is a special day!!!!

im sorry if i ever took u for granted n not "tening" u the way i shld... but now when i work (attachment), i missed u so much... haha.... so i cherish every tired few hours of time to meet u everyday... tho its tired but my legs just took me to bukit batok to meet u.. haha..

love u babe... u r the best... and i can say REALLY!!!!!!!!! muacks!!! hehe... he most understanding and the most not understanding...
the most demure n the most not demure.......
the most cute and the most cute
the sweetest among the sweetest
the loveliest among the loveliest
HAHA!!!!!!

love u!! thank u for these 2 years... and more to come!!!! wahahahahaha~!!!!!!

2006-09-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

fuck... 2nd day of attachment n it sucked to the core of the core of the core ah knn... nothing to do.. cannot listen song.. cannot use com... supervisor sux... practically nothing prepared for me to do.. so wad i do? read logistics stuff... WAD THE FUCK!!! i believe wz n hao having same prob wit me.. knn... kan sian ah!! ccb!!!! wad sia.. damn fucking sianz.... oh pls.... some one save me!!!!!!

2006-08-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

haiz... now stuck in class doing tutorial... i just duno how to do... i dun understand how come they can study from the question n noe the solution n i dun noe anything!!!! Y Y Y!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! feel like shit la... the simple first step one can.. the rest i can... must wait for them to finish doing... but.. sianz... ask them teach me..... like..... they gotta do the question again...

y!!!!!! argh!! du lan la!!!!

2006-08-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

no hard feelings n not pointing fingers at anyone

once again i am being left out in the clique?? duno how to spell la... as in a group la.. whether is it amoung my bros or huat, i'm always the left out one.... y nobody tells me everything? isit cos i mite disturb u all when study? y i need to ask then u all tell me? i noe sometimes i very nuisance... ask tis ask tat.. cos i not like u all, read notes can understand one!!! even if u guys meet up at least call me la... if i noe like u guys dun like it when study together then i just say oh.. not free lor... yi si yi si call me la... how it feels when i ask everybody n u all meeting up n stuff like tat but nobody tells me... i need help!!!! i'm not like u guys so independent when study!!!!!! i dun wanna retake another module!!!! i dun wan to sound like i need u all so badly but i cant study at home!! outside i need motivation!! maybe i'm used to have tuition tat kinda feeling... haiz.. y sia... next time just tell me straight.. nobody likes to be hidden from something... n i dun wan to b a thick faced bastard asking around wat u guys doing... u wanna tell me then tell.. if not i pretend i duno ANYTHING!!!

haiz

2006-07-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

haiz... here comes my once in a blue moon entry.... and everytime its a bad one!!!! wahaha!!!!so dun read if u dun wan to!! i just wanna let go of my thoughts!!!

my sis brot her bf home to stay over cos hefetching her to expo... the folks dun like it... nag to me.... my sis sms me how is the situation like? then i tell her... she also argue.... i not helping any side but stating my feelings as her bro and a son of my parents... then... suddenly i'm stuck!!! duno wad to say... duno say like will hurt her.... or say like help her but not help the situation... so i'm in a delima?? dun how to spell la!!! then mao dun sitaution la.. hesitation and duno wad to do then kana stuck la!!!!!!

i dun understand how it feels for the guy n my sis cos sometimes i go up to my gf house, i'm afraid cos i do feel her dad looks down on me n feels tat i still student like u noe la.... student still childish duno how to earn money kinda thing? like aiya tis kinda relationship love love nia... wun last till marriage... so u r one of my daughter's BFs!!! heck u la tat kinda thing... her mum is ok... she's nice but... just tat i not easy to mix around wit FROM the START onli hor!!! after long liao u guys shld noe liao la.. i'm a piece of shit!!!

even my gf sis said tat like.... i'm still student kinda thing.. not stable.... i mean it true la... but... haiz... true la... but wateva it is at tis stage of life and r/s, i'm faithful can liao lo.. neber flirt or do anything can lioa lo.... next stage then say la!!!!! kaoz....

back to the "situation", haiz.. duno how my parents gonna accept tis guy... he was my sis's ex like 6 yrs ago? then bad impression lor.. last time he long hair ride DUCATI!!! now? policeman, drive jazz... so... it is much better?? i hope so... from wad my sis said... i hope so... to me, if she really likes or loves him, she brings him back i dun mind.... but he must be a good guy also la... so... haiz... duno la!!!

shen ah jiu jiu wo ba!!!
AH YO EH!!!!!!!

2006-06-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

haiz.. just like wad i told dear...
sometimes i wish i naver learnt driving so i wun noe the feeling of driving and i wouldn't have all these fustrations... and some more.. i hate it when people say i got license like no license like tat.. humiliating... haiz... sux!!

unfair!!!!!

2006-06-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

haiz... now a lot of ppl pass driving got car to drive, or those haven pass got car to drive.. but me?? passed months ahead onli drove once... cos i no car... my onli hope of the van no more... even b4 i passed... damn it.. tdy alicia passed... so zai... benedict passed last fri... he's dad got car... called me out twice but i couldn't make it.. but... i envy.. got dad's car to drive...
sometimes i get so mad tat i was hoping tat none of them passed... cos i was like "if i passed le dun get to drive u all also dun get to!!!" haha.. but tats a stupid childish thinking... i was thinking... well... tis world is so unfair... tot i could rent car but nope!!! must wait till 27th aug n tats my BDAY!!! knn... cos must be 19... -_- so.. ya sux.... well just hope tat those hu just passed le got car drive must be careful... not cursing them but really want them to be careful..

well... in 10 years time i will buy my own car!!!! ARGH!!!!!! as now the fuel prices dropped le... so hope it will drop to normal prices years ago like before the US made the oil prices increased to near $2 per litre!!!! madness!!!!!

next is projects!!! haiz.. hard to get everyone down to business... when there's not much time... for those tat i do wit eric n niao is still ok.. but mass projects are difficult.. sometimes i feel so sian cos i now there's one or two will come but do nothing... u guys should noe hu... i dun wanna say the person but i find tat he is getting overboard sometimes.. though we all noe he is the ultimate slacker... but sometimes his words are very offending and sometimes he just gets too arrogant.. i duno wad the rest think but for me, its just a matter of time tat i will just screw him.. he can be a good friend but sometimes he's just to much... like wz say, aiya we are all friends.. dun get petty over small things... so i was like.. nvm la.. last sem le.. after tis is attachment le so... suan le!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fustration!!!!! sux

yes yes yes!!!!

2006-04-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentleman, i have passed my driving test smoothly n successfully with onli 8 DEMERIT POINTS!!!! YESH!!!!!! can u believe tat!?!?!?!?!?! omg!!! HOOO HOOO!!!!!

went to celebrate with dear eat pizza hut then go arcade play... n she bot me a Chevrolet Colorado truck!!!! wow!!!!! not cheap lehz... silly ger.. hehe.. but i love it!! my first model truck!! got suspension, all doors and open n even the bonet!!! WOW!!! got spare tire some more!!! yeah!!! thank u dear!!

since the day i booked my tp i've been tinking bout it every nite.. then all i tink bout how i celebrate but i din tink bout wat if i fail??? then when i was bathing before i go test i was tinking... omg...it would be devasting cos i made plans of wat to do once i getmy license.. haiz..

when i left home i was shaking.. can sms properly.. like i just came out from a freezing room wit my fingers so numb tat its no nimble at all... haha...
suppose to take a bus then change another... i was so nervous tat i missed my bus stop!!! but luckily i can drop at IMM there.... then 188 came... still shaking...

reached BBDC, sit there... relax relax relax.... bout 315 went to print my paper... then wait fir instuctor to call.... then its time to warm up... wow... i tell myself "i can do it!!!!!" then it was successful.. it really calmed me down... i mean the warm up practice relaxed me.. got the feel of the car.. n instructor got me tips bout my presentation... thanks man...

then its balleting time... i'm the last one... but i kana easy route!!! route 5!!! yeah!!! SWEE!!! my warm up go there also so.. hehe... hengz... so when tester call me also last one haha.. he very polite.. phew* then the circuit its as usual... keep calm no pole n no kerb... phew* then go out... i very happy i kana route 5 at bukit batok area onli!!! hehe... but my car shaky... cos i not used to the test car... hehe excuse* but ya la.. sux la...

but after everything park the car already then go tester room n he brief me bout my driving... n i got 8 DEMERIT POINTS!!!!! hehe... then pass!!!! yeah!!!!!

BUT!!!!!

was toking to don... before take TP, worry bout TP, pass TP liao worry no car drive!!!! haha...
my dad van was returned back to his friend.. damn it... now c my dad wana rent car anot lor... haha.. shagz... BUT!!!!!! i'm happy i've done it yeah!!!!

D DAY TDY!!!!

2006-04-20T14:09:00.000+08:00

well friends and all gods above, pls pls pls wish me luck n give me all ur blessings as i'm about to take one of the biggest n most antisipated exam of my life!!! my driving test!!! as it is the raining season now, its already raining heavily when i haven left my house!!! OMG!!!!!! hope everything will be smooth n successful!!! i'm shivering now...haiz....

well... expect the worst n be prepared to embark to the next step of being a MAN!!! haha... i so freaking nervous now!! hope tonite i can celebrate with my dear instead of she trying to cheer me up.. i have the confidence but hope tat wun overrule me... ok... tats all... wish me luck guys!!!!!

HUAT AH!!!!!!!

holiday!!!

2006-03-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

finally its holiday!!!
din blog fora long time!!! haha... well... first team huat had an all guys chalet!!!! not gay k... though wz and ben are suck cock buddies!!! wahahahahaha!!!!!

had bbq the first day n ben came!!!! as usual.. he come here and kpkb... OPZ!!!! then ya... 4 days 3 nitez chalet... ok la.. had fun n relax... whole day eat tuna n bread n hotdog!!! thanks to hao and his recipe!! haha... then we go arcade play... play the stupid basketball thingy!!! dun c like child's play nia.. knn hand damn tired k.. some more must continuous throw like mass production sia!!! tat one onli hao and niao tag team then can reach level 4.. me ah.. cannot make it liao.. so long din play basketball liao throw likw ku niang like tat.... oh ya!!!!! something happened too!!!!

on the bbq nite or the 2nd nite kim msg hao say she saw him... but actually its wrong person la.. but coincidently she staying at coasta sands chalet... just beside ours.. we stay at downtown east... then i remembered her house renovation... haha...then nvm.... on the last nite we went to play the basketball thingy again then suddenly!!!! KIM APPEARED!!!!! n passed hao many many boxes of chocolates!!!! hmmm.... we start to suspect something's fishy!!!! wahahaha!!!

since tat moment we started making fun of hao n kim!!!! wahahahahaha!!! damn funny... so we ask him izzit he like her?? or vice versa?? cos we she onli contact hao n not the rest of us??? hahaha... later tat nite... when eric was intorigating hao, he finally said "wo chen ren!" wow!!!! i immediately woke up from my "half-sleep"!!!!! omg!!!! haha....

the chalet is real fun making fun of each other!!!! though ben not here to kp us but good enuff la!!! wahaha!!! no projects and no early waking up!!! swee!!!!!

now hols wan to find job lehz.. shagz.... but also can concentrate on my driving too... 20th april!!!! wish me luck everyone!!! huat ah!!!!!

fuck valentine's day!!!!

2006-02-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

how i wish i were a muslim!!1 so tat i cant celebrate valentine's day!!!

1) i dun find anything special as a couple
2) i duno wad special thing to do also
3)it ended up like no other couple want it to.. BAD!!!

i bot flowers, a necklace and earings(not her type, too girlish) and some nike shorts she like

mit her at westmall at bout 6 plus for dinner cos she has lesson, after tat wanna watch movie but must queue damn long n no nice show so i suggested pool so ok lor... bukit timah shopping centre or plaza to play lor.. she gave a comment on we like so boring like tat.. i tot it was just a remark... but then it was true.. during pool she like anyhow play.. sian sian... i can c... brot her home also sian sian... so i kinda pissed liao.. but i still asked her wad happen?? ask ask ask she finally say and cried ( as usual ) then say boring.. wa.... du lan.. then damn it la.. my bus came i went home liao n quarrelled on sms... but since she's home then leave it as it is.. wait till calm dwn then say la..

she's really changed a lot since her family had a turn over?? our relationship turned less colourful?? its like routine?? fetch her home from work and just like tat? and she's always tired and no time to do her work... so ya.. bo bianz.. she has to support herself... so.. yeah... wad to do??

hope nobody's vday is like mine?? anyway, vday isn't any day special to me.. damn it la

sianz....

2006-01-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

finally QMGT managed to get it donw and i just read thru my slides in less then 5 mins!!! haha.. cs no time liao la.. then like tat lor.. tdy i slack day... din wana do anything... went home early.. din go for QLA prac.. tired la... so yeah...

life's so sianz... went home bath and d/l songs!! finally... then watch vcd and fell asleep on the sofa till aunt bot dinner and forced me to wake up!!1 my lips are burning!!! dry and cracking!!i'm falling sick soon.. damn.. and my nostrils skin torn.. it hurts... i blow to hard liao.. sensitive nose... fark....

nothing to do at home so sianz... called dear... she's frustrated... conversation so quiet.... i also duno wad to say... its seems like watever i say will irritate her.... also duno wad to tok... at lose of words... but.. haiz... lets hope for a better year ba... all the work and studies have been making our relationship kinda dull... standard routine but i'm used to it le.. so.. as long as she's safe and healthy, all i can do is make sure she noe wad is best for herself and make sure she is on the right track can liao...

fuming ask me to ask her dun work... cos when he and eunice are together on sunday, i'm at ben's house wit the rest pia project and she is working... its fine wit me la... she has to work or else she has no money... so... no such thing as dun work... so.. ya... like i said.. i dun hiam she neber spend time wit me.. its ok... sometimes i do feel like "damn it", but, it has to be like tat.. even if she not working, i also duno wad to do, where to go... i'm just so boring...

life sux.. sch sux more... team huat is beginning to hate sch now.... well.. thanks to projects and projects... i haven been playing soccer for months!!!! sorry guys.. cant make it due to on-going projects which doesnt allow me to go and play...fuck it... poly life sux "at tis point of time".. if onli i got my license now and the freaking van, i drive to east coast park or airport to do some soul searching like wad i did during sec sch days... look at airplanes and the wide, big and vast empty space that keeps me calm in the fast pace shit-hole city!!! kan bu eh...

well.. team huat will lead on and show smigals tat the ring aint powerful at all!!!! its the fellowship of the ring tat is the ultimate power!!!!

oh ya... too bad nobody wanna eat ur chinese new year cookies but doris and her markerpen-severally-contaminated-tongue wanna eat ur gay-four-heavenly-kings contaminated cookies!!!! puah cheebye!!!

frustration frustration!!!!!

2006-01-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Y Y Y!?!?!?!??!?! y is everybody like tat?? where is the sense of urgency?? stupid projects... and now ppl are not who they were before.. everybody is so tired to do project even though its due in a few days and lots to do... we have to state our prior right!!! i even cancelled my driving lesson which i have not gone for a month le... we have to make sacrifices!!!! damn it... y!!! somebody enlighten me.... though we are up to standard but i dun c it now... cos... nobody is aware bout the project at all.. haiz... y am i, the slacker, so ancious bout the project?? whereas the group leader is like "huh"???? FUCK!!!!

....

2006-01-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

how's everybody's hols?? sux?? well mine isn't wad i expected.. maybe its the coming of a new year and the last "bad" things of 2005 must come at the end of it... i hope good things will start coming from tdy 2006!!!!

din celebrate xmas and new year like a "WOW!!!!!" but i rather dull one inside of me.. there was no celebration of xmas.... just tat dear stayed over at my house?? new year?? steamboat at ben's house?? but everybody brot their ger and left me and darren... everybody got something to do except me?? darren play dota, the rest with their ger or majong?? me?? study BLAW?!?!?! wad the fuck.. bullshit!!! tats y sometimes i feel tat gers really spoil guys' days.. (not directly saying ur gers bros since its not affecting u guys)

everybody tell me " ask huiping dun work so much ah!! no life sia!!!" but.. dun work no money.. tats y i can't complain anything myself too.. but one thing, nowadays i find tat she doesnt work for her expenses anymore?? she works for hanabi?? the bond?? she told me she c them working so hard she cant concentrate? like studies la?? in my mind was" WAD R U THINKING???" i wanted to scold her loud and hard in her face to really wake my ger up.. but... i cant bear to n it seems to lead her into the deeper depths of tragedy!!!

i was thinking if u r helping hanabi thru hard times now, hu's gona help u thru ur own tough times?? u thinking of quiting sch?? cos u cant cope with ur sch work then dun work so much!!! even ur supervisor supports u?? and will give u a post?? wat if he quits and someone takes over n dun like u?? sack u n u got no diploma and u will regret!! dun u think ur diploma is more important now?? quiting sch is the last last last thing u r going to figure out k... quiting HANABI is the first thing tat better come to ur mind!!! wad has changed u so much?? a ger hu wants to score well every sem becomes someone hu wants to quit sch?? n u still working everyday even sch starts???

nothing is certain than getting at least a diploma.. pls i beg u.. hanabi mite close down one day.. their business is uncertain too!!! there are things u should really take in consideration besides working ur whole life away..

1) ur academic life.. u nid to study and work out ur lesson plan and projects!!!!
2) ur family, ur parents and ur siblings!! though they seem like they dun care and dun tok to u, but tat is cos by the time u reach home everybody is asleep!!! they are the ones u can depend on ur whole life!!! they are the most important pplin ur life!!!
3) ur life!!!! do something more fruitful than wasting ur time in hanabi!!!! go learn things u wanna learn before!!!

all i see things now maybe one sided, i need to see both sides of the picture, how and wad u r doing when u work, but i feel tat u really nid to do something about it before one day i really have to speak to andel personally.. cos hanabi will not help u throughout ur damn life if u have no damn diploma!! for god's sake, pls.... i do not noe how it feels going thru thr hardship tat u r going thru but to c u like tat is enough for me.. i always tell myself if onli i'm a multi-millionaire's son u work no shit!! u stay home and be a tai tai!!!!

i dun mind u not spending time with me.. even if it's weeks and months i dun mind.. but just have time for urself and spend it wisely on things u have to do more than just work ur ass out in hanabi cos they nid u.. u r a student, PART-TIME!!! u r not shino, not studying and officially a working adult k!! pls.... think bout it.. friends of huiping i hope u gals and guys can advise her cos if i were to do it, things mite get worse and i mite just ruin her life...

yes yes!!!!!

2005-12-31T15:30:00.000+08:00

yes!!! i passed my my final theory and booked my TP at 20th april at 3 plus.. dun care got lesson anot!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! bo bianz.. last session liao.. shagz.. april lehz.. huat ah!!!!!!

wad luck do i have???

2005-12-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

fuck christmas... my luck is so so so down.. these days i duno y if i sit on an empty seat, it means nothing good!! like the 174 i took, fucking old lady not tap, but WACK WACK WACK my shoulder and give way to a mum carrying a fucking boy at leat 4-5 years old!!!!
tdy?? everybody is late!!!! suppose to mit atrium at 1.. now??? ben spring cleaning and will be damn late, niao not coming, hao as usual, wz cut hair.... so i tot atrium got seat.. knn i sit down my ass got cool sensation!!! its fucking wet!!!! i was calling ben halfway then i stood up!! luckily got my bag to cover my wet ass!! fucking paiseh ah!! wad's with my luck damn it!!!! fuck christmas!!!!! i hate christmas!!!!!!!

kind soul!!!

2005-12-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

well... it was a moody day for me tis morning.... din wanna tok to my parents cos there's nth to tok bout.. they will just screw and nag and fuck me upside down.... but BUT!!!! a kind soul picked up my wallet and returned it to my right to my doorstep!!! WOW!!! but then even if its returned, my father will still say me "y neber invite ppl in to sit??" fuck u!!!! i say thank u then he went off liao.. knn!!!!! fuck la!!!! fucking 2005 SUX!!!!

farking suay!!!!

2005-12-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

i am farking suay!!!! y must lao tian ye do tis to me??? all i wanted to do is to get to my girlfriend asap and tis is wad i get?? FARK!!!!! the first thing i step into the house is to on my sis com and type out my frustration!!!!!!!!!

first frustration:
FARKING JAM AT ORCHARD!!!!! made me so so damn late!! it too half an house from thai ambassy to CENTRE POINT!!!! knn!!! dear finish work gotta go bukit timah take some stuff so i asked her go ahead first and she asked me to go home. but i just dun feel at ease though her trustful college(duno how to spell) send her thru scooter... i dropped at centre point and changed to 174 at someset mrt..

second frustration:
farking bus not packed so i saw a seat and sat on it.. then tis damn old lady bout mid 40s wacked, YES WACK WACK WACK my right shoulder and i said" AN ZUAH!?!?!" in frustration.. she pointed to a mum carrying tis *farking* at least 4 - 6 year old kid.. damn u cant u stand?? so i just let her sit while the damn BOY KID sit on his mama's lap!!!! knn!! bus so packed tat we are a can of SARDINES!!!! the i was under BO BIAN situation stand shoulder to shoulder wit tis ALL-SO-KIND AUNTY!!! she like purposely bang me, step my toes (i'm wearing FARKING SLIPPERY SLIPPERS on RAINY day!!!!!) then till my stop i bang her back and said (KNN LA) and press the damn bell right on top of her full-of-ticks-HEAD!!!!!

MOST FRUSTRATION!!!!!:
i waited for dear.. was kinda impatient cos of my frustration.. then took out my mp3 blasted my ears with rock songs... sat on the steps with my bag on my lap and WALLET, mp3 and fone on the bag exposed!!! then stood up went to the door and wait for her.. tink at tat instant i took my fone and mp3 but not my WALLET!!! AHHH!!!!! til she came out, walked to atm then to bus sto then i realised tat i lost my freaking wallet!!!!!! WAD SIA!!! i ran back, search and search then went to police post to make report!!! damn it!!! all bullshit!!!!

LOST:
IC
EZLINK!!!!
BEN'S student card (happened to be with me) *i'm sorry ben*
MY STUDENT CARD!!!
MY PDL!!!!! *queued for an hr for tat damn piece of PAPER!!!!!*
ATM CARD!!!!!

these are the heartaches!!! OMG!!!

all these must pay for replacement sia!!! LIAO LA!!! FUCKING BROKE CHRISTMAS!!!!
WAD HAVE I DONE WRONG SANTA!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

AN WEIs...... RELIEVES:
ben's not so angry bout it... tats wad a fret most...
dear's been supportive but i feel bad taking her money to take cab home.. sux!!!!
boss offered his help financially ba... cos student card really cost a bomb... but.. thanks.. i hate to owe ppl money tat takes me time to return... feel like selling my lappy to return debts... SUX!!!!!

fucked up thing when i get home:
dad's memopause!!!! knn!!!! fucking shit sia.. i hate it when he say me... some more things lost liao kao pei kao bu.. i hate it sia i HATE IT!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! CHAO CHEEBYE!!!! curse the fucking bastard hu took my broke wallet with no money!!! just give me back ben's student card and i wun live in guilt!!! fuck u!!!! fuck u santa!!!! fuck my luck!!!!!

how much i've been cheated since the start of 2005?? my bike?? lost of wallet?? knn.... chaocheebye!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!

things looked better??

2005-12-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

well tdy went down to the children's home with a bad bad feeling?? cos of the 1st hand experience of how hyper and rude they can be?? dragged myself there.. damn slack tdy.. we all met at the bus stop and damn.. went into the home..
amazingly things din seem so bad as last week?? they were like more like the kids.. haha... then.. we started off rather slow then the whole day was ICE AND FREEZE!!!! omg.. these kids got a nuclear power station in them tat they neber stop!!! FULL OF ENERGY!!!! we 6 ppl catch like 20+ omg!!!
ok la.. they not so bad tdy.. we all had fun.. one thing i feel touched bout these innocent kids is tat though they kept disturbing this malay ger?? but in the end when they are playing, they really unite.. i was touched by them.. haha... innocent kids... felt much better.. think our proposal can forget bout it liao... just play with them can liao.... they are hard to control but once we do smth they like, wow... its fun!!!! haha...

dear and i also much better le.. hehe... happy everyday!!! yeah!!! love u dear!! love u lots!!!!

wow...

2005-11-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged ba.. sch started a few weeks ago... felt great to be back in my class once again!!! not tat it wasnt good to in be in yao feng and gang's class... just tat the feeling is not there... haha.. but its good too.. i will pay attention in IMGT tutorials... haha...
started learning car.. now some sort of PIAING practical liao!!! stage 2 now.. yeah!!! hopefully my jan can finish everything and test by feb ba!!!! now my studies think can la cos at least i got motivation to do up my tutorials lor... so.. yeah... more hardworking than last few sems!!! yeah!!!

tis sem din start off well btw both of us.. duno y too.. i became rather impatient with her... i ask myself y.. maybe when i c her is always when she very tired after work then like sianz la... but.. haha... wat the hell man.. must understand her.. then i also very forgetfull.. then ya lor.. but now ok le!!!! so yeah!!! 1yr 2 months and more and more and more!!!!! haha..

went swimming tis morning at 10... wanted to go at 9 but like cold sia... haven swam for a long time.. googles also got mold le so din wear... muscles damn stiff.. swam one lap stop for a while then continue.. wana exercise and train my stamina too... plan to swim till 12 but i left at 11.. my eyes hurts.. the chlorine has got my eyes!!! ouch!!!! when i got off the water mu shoulder like stiff sia.. feel wow!!! i did smth tdy.. haha.. wanna get tanner!!!! hope every sunday i can go down.. weekday nites also can if i not lazy la.. haha.. yeah!!! train!!!

met dear after her work.. she called me.. i just woke up from my nap... my eyes hurts so decided to close it to rest... haha.. pain lehz!!! everywhere looks foggy so it has taken a toll on my eyes.. met dear.. she looks vibrant tdy!!! lovely!!! haha.. must be my eyes.. *opz* (kidding!!) went to get my eye drops... then lunch for her and off to big book shop!!! haha.. though overall spent like 3 hrs onli but yeah!!! just great!!! after sent her home then gotta rush home for dinner.. my mum cook.. so long she din cook liao... shiok!!! eat till tummy come out again.. kaoz.. i must shed those calories off!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!! haha...

tats all... tml is sch again... HUAT AH!!!! got prac at 6... chiong driving ah!!!!!

am i a chicken or wad??

2005-10-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

tdy we were playing soccer... ben's friends came down n we dun really like them.. so ya.. then play play then fong an kana tackle by ben then fell.. then later fong an became like damn angry.. maybe cos of the atmosphere was like kinda hot.. then ya.. accumulated thingy.. then i push fong an away then ya.. kinda stop le... then he sub fuming.. then he made a fone call..

approaching the end of the nite, 1 male and female age 40+ came into the court.. one is fong an father the other is his gugu, father's younger sis la.. then they kpkb.. then heard bob say fong an making things worse... it is unnecessary... then later say his uncle is some gang head... then later the arguement became worse... then a pickup came.. dan asked amber to run but he was in the argument so he cant hear... then 2 kinda plumb males age 30+ near40 came running in... then i noticed 1 guy holding a blue heavy duty PENKNIFE!!!! OMG!!!! then slowly fight broke out...

i was shakened.... i din noe wad to do... ben's friend called police.. then later i remembered amber, one of ben's friend shouted say come and help then i was like damn scared.. they targeting ben's friend then i was like not so keen... then bob they all zhao.... i was like wad am i suppose to do?? i really duno so i slowly walked off... PENKNIFE!!! the guys were not targeting any of my bros too.. so ya.. i asked the rest to leave too then i was damn scared.. later ben came to me.. he managed to run.. nose got a cut.. bled a bit... gave him tissue then brot him to buy water... then later fuming and dan came... then they go back to basketball court then say police came liao.. i was like dare not go back cos onli left a few of us n i was the onli one hu left... bastard rite??? but thinking bout the guy holding penknife was so scary and he really was like crazy man running around with a fucking penknife!!! luckily no one got stabbed.. just got punched... fuming and dan got punched too... no bruise at all.. minor.. i was like wad kinda bro am i...

police took our IC and took down ben and his friend's statement... i was quiet all the way cos onli left ben's friends, fuming dan ben and i... i'm the onli one there hu left... its damn scary!!! i'm not so daring and got the guts... really.. oh ya.. and the penknife guy took out his t shirt and his back nad whole body all tatoo sia... tats wad scare me too...

my dad came wanna fetch me one then later some officer gotta come down then must wait again.. so i ask my dad go back first.. can c his eyes got tears.. but dun worry i'm fine... then he went off.. we stayed there till bout 1250am... almost 3 hrs of investigation sia... i feel damn bad... later ben's father came and say "wa all these call brothers ah??" though he say kidding but its directly saying me lor... its like if ben kana stabbed wad am i gonna do?? i will live in regret for the rest of my life.... fuming and dan got punch to protect him but ME???? NOTHING!!!!

i really bad.. though we bros kinda not so close le but thru tis thing, i really feel tat i should have done smth as a bro too... and it hurts me too to c ben like tat... though everyone is fine but i still feel very ham ji and neber do anything...

i'm sorry... now things are fine now... but i will remember for the rest of my life.. i real fight with a gangster with a penknife and police intoregation is like wad we c in movies.. its very scary...

to bros and ben and ben's friends, i'm sorry and i will remember for the rest of my life

i will definitely go to court and witness tat the guy was carrying a heavy duty blue penknife if i have to.. tats the least i can do for now.... so... i hope i can redeem myself from my cowardness..

BBDC!!!!

2005-10-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

finally i went to register at BBDC.. my father brot me there.. haha... then yeah.. today, 12/10 went for my first lesson.. hopefully can pass theory within tis month b4 sch starts... still got a long way to go... initially din go cos of money prob la.. then my father so shuang kuai ask me go so i go lor!! wahahahaha!!! tml 13/10 go for second lesson liao... yeah!!!! like he said, if i dun start i will neber start at all... thanks dear for supporting me when i was hesitating whether to learn anot... cos if i yr 3 first batch go attachment i mite not have the chance to drive or finish the course at all!!! so... yeah!! bo chap la!!! blah!!!!

ouch!!!!

2005-10-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

went to surgery to take out my wisdom teeth... yes 2 on my rite side... upper and lower ones.. it doesnt hurt at all though thanks to the ansesia?? i duno how to spell la... the injection lor... haha... took onli 1 hr... taste blood the whole day... my cheek bone hurts... swelling... caught a small fever due to infection ba... yeah... eating was shit.... brushing teeth more shit... and now its sunday le... much better le... oh ya.. and the stiches are self-disolvable!!! means i no nid go back and take it out!!! WOW!!! i dun even nid to stay in hospital and take MC like CHA SHAO BAO!!! ahahahaha!!!! *evil*

well... i din work.. hehe... if i do, think i tis whole month no nid c her liao... cos she's working almost everyday... and the onli time i can c her, even when i'm not working is onli when she is dismissed... or after work... well... ok la.. but like last nite, i c couples just starting the nite to go out wear nice nice le... me??? wear slippers, Ts and berms to fetch her go home.. though maybe i already used to it le.. not going out with girlfriends.. SERIOUS.. with all my girlfriends, i dun really go out with them... either c them in c or send them home.. tats it ba...

i'm no romantic shit... no creative shit.. we r together for a yr and coming to a month le.. where have we been?? wad have we done?? think we a way behind time ba.. sometimes i feel like a country pumpkin... think she has gone and done more memoriable stuff with her other boyfriends ba... me?? nth.. just fetch her home tats all... and like her colleuge shino*working friend la* said "go home ah??" whereas shino dolled herself like jolin preparing to go out.. haha... no life ba i suppose.. and dear's too tired too... so... ya.. though i dun really feel tats its a prob in our relationship but... ok la... used to it le.. or immune to it?? tats me ba... think she'll get sick of me sooner or later ba.. i'm just like a block of wood...

compared myself with ben... he did much much sweeter things for a ger whom in the end did nth in return and even hurt him... its like so unfair... maybe i'm good in jioing gers and not maintaining?? but ben is maybe not tat good in jioing but he really can make his ger happy and maintain a good relationship!!!! he's a good guy but gers just dun c the goodness in him.. me??? i duno la.. just like a "quick"sand.. (duno how to spell) one step in me and u die liao cannot get out.. and u will think back y u take tis step in the first place?? y not take the cement road??

i duno wad dear c in me too... i'm dull, bring no colourful shit into the relationship... i just feel like get some kampong ger simple simple can liao.. but dun be surprised, kampong also dun wan me find me boring shit ah.. knn... so... ya.... can say everyday i just lived for the nite to fetch her tats all... can't blame her too, she works to support herself... really not in good financial situation now too.. so... ya... sux.... if onli everything is fine... maybe tis hol will be much better ba...

haven been miting up with the huat team too.. guess all working ba.. onli boss n i not... so... ya lor... qtss bros... got play soccer la.. but also.. just like tat nia.. either they busy with basic theory thingy which i haven go register... also duno wan anot... so sianz now... c how la... maybe next week ba.. fuck sia.. before tat i was so kan cheong... now i feel like "forget it la" so sianz... knn... everybody go liao... then i still here.... then dear also like dun like me to go... also duno y... maybe cos of the money issue ba... haiz fuck.... c how la.. i also very sianz now.. everything also dun wan dun wan... so fucking sianz ah!!!!!!! knn!!!!

damn it...

2005-09-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

well... i have been peeing from my asshole.. yes u got it rite...

P E E I N G from my A S S H O L E!!!

i having food poisoning... suspect its the steamboat i had at feng's steamboat?? but.. i think i'm the onli one ba... damn it.. well... before it all happens i went cycling... cycled to my old house and did some work put at the fitness corner.. then decided to cycle to dear's workplace to find her... challenge myself.. but then... my legs are so weak tat just cycle a little slope tired liao.. suspect its the freaking bike ba.. cos always cycle to changi village also wun like tat ah... yeah... damn... cycle to 6 ave... down slope... then a small hill then down to bukit timah road and straight to coranation shopping centre.. and parked it in a sheltered place... then went in to cool down and waited for dear.... thinking bout cycling back is like.. damn... i feel like taking bus sia.. but then.. i must cycle home!!!! haha... so yeah... then after bath... i feel hungry and then... there it comes... peeing from my asshole starts... sux man... imagine u noe u r shitting but it sounds like peeing.... water hits water... cb... ah!!!!! now its monday... feel kinda better le.... dear staying over tonight?? yeah!!! having been spending quality time... she working almost everyday... fetching her from work is the onli time i can spendtime with her..(i'm not complaining)

yeah... hope we'll have a great time... watch dvd!!!! movie marathon!!!! well.. yeah... bless me not to pee from my asshole anymore!!!!!!!!

first anniversary

2005-09-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

tdy is my first year anniversary with dear... but wat the fuck??? my day started off when i woke up, the humidity absorber duno how come fliping and all the water tat it has sucked in my cardboard flow out... drenched my parquek floor.. knn.. i tot aircon leak.. i c the aircon so dry.. i also neber on ah... cb... then c my cardboard... KNNPCB FUCK!!!!!! nb... i use cloth clean... my wound on my palm pain... i noe the water acidic liao.. cb... i faster go wash ah.. the floor like slippery... wad sia...knn... i clean n clean.. still like tat.. then my feet kena... all over also slippery... i du lan.. use mop.. soak in the water use to wash yestd cloth and mop my floor... heng better... but the floor outside my room knn still slippery!!!! CB LA!!! i c the time.. i think i go makan and brush teeth first... cb... PUI!!!! PUI PUI PUI!!!!!

sweating all over... fuck sia... then took a quick shower.... msg hao... knn just woke up.. i more du lan.... ben i neber msg him... cos he study over nite in airport.. so... dun think he will be so early... so just tell him i at level 4... ben also damn tensed.. last nite pissed boss... think must tok to him ba... i mean ben... if wz dun wanna ask teacher then let him be lor... anyway... he coming wad... i told u i will make him come... onli later nia.. cos he just woke up at 9pm!!!!! so ben.. .cool it k....

knn... fucked up day.. ccb...sux big time!!!! dear tonight working so... hmmm... maybe study till nite?? or i duno la.. go home mop floor la... ccb... PUI PUI!!!!!!!!! scm i die liao la... so much to study... nononono.. memorise... fuck sia... c how la.. imgt ok la.. no prob de.. confirm pass de... scm... haiz.. i dun wanna da bao.. knn... fuck my day!!!!

sec sch

2005-09-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

i should be study now.. but wad am i doing?!?!?!?!?!?! well... i'm home.. just flipped thru some old stuff tat are kept in my drawers somewhere.. *locked* haha... some photos taken during graduation day and more before those days... sec sch days are so wonderful...

memories... like those days when we put books under the table so no nid to carry everyday... my messy table with detachable tops.. which normally we open it to copy answer during chinese test or spin it when boring... onli skilled ppl can do it.. the tops are not light though... my table always filled with papers.. i duno y.. cos when teacher give back assignments tat we hab done, i dump it there... the xing qi wu zhou bao also put there... i onli read the lyrics... haha... and many more trash la... till the bars below the table also break liao... haha...

being class monitor in sec 1... the a prefect in sec 2... and also sports leader or sport committee...well.. din think so much.. duno y also.. just go lor.. haha.. gain respect and also some hu hates me.. cos.. my temper was influenced by fuming.. i looked up to him at tat time.. cos i was a mama boy * i admit* then c he so independent... then.. ya.. slowly become one of the hot tempered freaks in class 2D 2001. 2D is always the outcast from the express class.. we r the last, worst yet we have feelings for each other.. though we quarrel, u make noise together and we neber quiet down... haha.. i like tat.. always the noisiest.. go toilet diao every class inside.. haha.. the toilet is always at the other end for guys... so.. yeah... class 2A, B and C are like neighbours and we, class 2D are like.. in the world of our own.. maybe cos our class in at the end of the block or corridor.. block by the stair case, we can do watever we want... by the time someone wants to catch us, we r nowhere to be found!!! we rule level 4 of the lower sec block!!! haha.. tear ppl's chinese new year's deco outside the class.. wahahaha!!!!

captain of gymnastics.. sec 3 still prefect... the and sports leader... start to win stuff during sports day.. realise where i can show my talent or where my strengths are... gain more respect from ppl.... and also the turning point of my life.. was deeply in loved with my first.. chu lian... haha.. temper got worse as relationships got worse.... got more physically involved.. as in sports ah.... then.. ya.. went crazy during training.. can do more dippings and pull ups more than my peers and juniors.. we motivate each other... shout in pain... bia bia bia... do do do... like unlimited strength... go training at bishan stadium on sat and sundays too.. i like those days.. coaches are funny too.. though we do not hab rite facilities in sch, our coach, national coaches for both ladies and guys, they din give up on us... tot us rite skills and had a lot of patience with us... we sweat together.. haha.. great times...
as a prefect, did more stuff too.. start to get more involved.... more authority... wahahaha!!! recess no nid go early de... but can go back to class later... teacher ask y so late?? answer?? "prefect duty" wahahaha!!! great times with argo, darren, rudy.. these guys are the ones hu we always go stuff together most.. like sat come back for the meet the parents session... set things up... haha.. yeah!!!
as a sprinter, had the honour to run with shi wei, jerald, ji fang and nashrudin... all of them are my seniors and the fastest ppl in QTSS..jerald is my all time rival.. fastest in sch.. at same level as me.. singapore no.7!!!! i'm in just cos i can run curve.. 3rd runner.. shi wei the first, ji fang the all time straight runner runnin 2nd, me 3rd and nas last.. jerald sub as he wasnt so willing to join as he focus on his soccer... he also plays for SAF and singapore under 17 if i'm not wrong... tats y.. he is my all time rival.. he is damn fast!!! our team got into the semiS but din manage to get into finals... well... good enuff!!! we all go colours award!!! awarded in front of the whole sch.. haha...

sec 4... was my prime.... head-of-CCA leaders in the prefectorial board... means cross country and sports day r my major projects.. but... got mr muru and mr chiang, i do nth at all.. wahahahaha!!!! my turning point of my life.. broke off with my gf... turn into a better person.. no more punching the notice board, metal cardboard, no more flaring of temper.. just like a dead volcano... yeah!!!!! able to scold prefects like nobody's business, cos i'm an EX-CO... rudy head prefect, arwinder dep-head prefect, secretary jo ee, suyi treasurer, lay yuan head of media resource, argo head of prefectorial duties, amanda head of function and activities, darren seow head of wellfare, head of class committee lewis, edric head of peer leaders and me.. no nid say la.. we all good friends rule the prefect.. scold all scold together.. no politics at all!!! serious lor.. simple simple nia.. haha.. yeah!!!! wear blazer go stage.. WOW!!! shiok sia...
sports day was cancelled cos of SARS!!! nonono... LAU YAN BOON CHAO AH GUA!!!!! every sch continue lor.. onli we STOP!!! i put in so much effort sia.. was making banner than friends and dad call say next day no sch... cb... but during my heats i did well... hehe...

1st for 200m B boys

3rd for long jump

1st for 100m!!!! 11.59secs!!1 my personal best!!

remembered tat day... i was running at my best i could feel it... but i din win it with glory as jerald din run his best.. he just wanna qualify for finals... damn it!!!!!! i wanna run with him n win him on the same track!!!! fuck yan boon!!!!! i was damn fucked up lor... up. i got my trophies and tats it lor... so cb lehz... dun wanna say anymore... pissed le!!!!

sec sch is the best la i can say.... studies was not stressful at all sia.. just last minute work.. and some paying of attention too!!! yeah!!!! i love qtss 2000-2003 onli!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! now it sux!!!! MISS SOH!!! TAKE OVER LEHZ!!!!

haha.. tats all... thank u ppl for the memories...

haiz

2005-09-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

well.... haven blog for a while.... had dinner with the huat team atfish and co. and glass house on fri nite.... then SUPPOSINGLY surprise bbq for fuming but stupid jackass spoiled everything.. ccb... then yeah... was i small thingy that i would rather have for myself too.. small and simple and not so noisy afterall...

had dinner at hanabi 2 days ago with dear and hao... had sake and white wine... well.. that day din end well.. cos of certain things la.. not my fault k!! is ppl say her and i happen to be there... and... the main thing is i was there and she was made embarrassed in front of me then tats y she like.. sad la... i understand la...she is like tat de la.. so.. yeah.. was like wad to do sia?? then hao helped me too la.. thanks dick.. yeah.. but everything's fine now... cos got me.. wahahahaha!!!

din feel so myself these few days.. duno y also.. something missing in me?? dun think so ba... wad's tat??? haiz... dear cut her hair... though ppl say nice... i find it kinda lian for me.. but its ok la.. i asked myself, do i still love her?? answer is of course!!! no matter how she change or watever she do, i still love her.. so... tats her hair afterall.. i must accept it... but she looks cute though.. haha.. gonna use tat to make me not angry with her again le... ArGh!!!!! I LOVE U BABY!!!!!

next week exam... ben gan jiong spider... but good for me... letme start too... thanks ben... he'sbeen working hard... but.. kinda scary too... cos like scared he will "ben kui"... break down in chinese... sacry sia.. got so many things in mind.. the no time to do it... not enuff physical and mental rest too... how i wish i can be hardwoking like him but... i onli like 20% of him ability and hardworkingness nia... if i pay attention in every class i no nid study sia... but just tat... poly life made me so slack... i nid to pay attention kinda person one... but just tat i choose another path.. like IMGT, the onli module i pay attention to... haha... so... i got more confi in it.. just nids ample practice nia.... well..

hope all the best to bro qtss, team huat, sisters, mother, grandmas, birdy, kfc, loti pia, all year 3 and of course my baby for the coming exam... take care!!!

BDAY!!!!

2005-08-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

well... ystd was my bday... nonono... jack, jocelyn and my bday together on the same day.. we had a chalet.. but too bad, joce couldnt make it.. tot could have seen her... do some catching up.. haha... WELL, nope!!!

shan't go in detail wat happened the during the chalet... dear came with me after work with alicia one fri nite.. we took cab down.. she stayed till sat bout 4 plus.. seriously it wasnt fulfilling?? as in overall... din get wad i expected.. like gathering then all go crazy like how we always are.. but.. no.. jack got his classmates there, somehow a colaboration chalet?? then its like, strangers.. then jack always there... then shaun they all also came.. din really mix wit them.. party goers.. i dun mix with them... then left DARREN , FENG, ALICIA AND DEAR lor... haha...i mean, sometimes too many ppl, tend to break up into smaller groups.. then as usual, fuming and ben will be with shaun they all so left us.. aka the sleeping group.. cos we slept while the others party..

but overall, still ok la.. last nite cycle to changi village c bapok.. sia la... standards are getting higher sia.. now the petrol station no more liao... can c clearly.. haha.. yeah... made my engine with a plastic bottle rubbing my front tire.. haha.. it was so loud that i couldnt hear the guys shouting at me to put it out cos got police like wanna catch us.. imagine, 15 of us.. super illegal gathering..

welll.... was glad darren went cos very long neber c him liao.. but like i said, we were not as crazy as we WERE!!! so... yeah... thanks dear for enduring the boring nite... thanks bros for coming.. though dan din make it cos his exam tml le.. its ok... thanks jie too.. cz and gang.. niko , shaun and mafia gang...so yeah.... feel kinda lonely without dear... damn... i love u baby.. thank u...

thank u kind hearted people for ur testi and sms wishes.. i appreciate it..

and finally, i'm one step closer to get my license!!! huat ah!!!!

sux

2005-08-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

duno y these few days i get agitated easily... temper not very gd... just tat... sux la.. little bit thing also like not happy.. then.. ya.. somehow failed dear too.... we r fine k!!! u guys wun noe wad i'm saying la.. just the 2 of us... argh!!!! wad's with me?!?!?!?!?

haiz

2005-08-15T08:51:00.000+08:00

tdy pray...my grandfather... was a feast... i always love the soup my mum cook.. one thing i dun like.. my sis came back these few days.. *not bout u sis* then father start to worry.. i was wondering.. if things dun happen in front of him will he worry so much?? just cos she did something tat shocked him then he kp so much?? then he START TO WORRY??!?!?! then of all years, he tis yr wanna call sis come back eat when we pray.. wad for if u hab not been doing it over the years?? just cos tis yr she happen to come back near the praying day then u like tat?? say nicely lehz, treat it as a milestone or the first step to make things better with sis.. but say not nicely is tat u suck!!!

i wanted to tell u tis but will u accept it?? u will give me lotsa excuses and crap ur way thru to make urself sound pathetic n innocent.. diu lei ah!!!! u think sis duno mehz?? maybe u 2 have toked some things out tat i duno but appearantly to me, u r very xian shi.. onli things happen in front of u then u start to be concerned.. if she doesnt come back n stuff like tat will u give a fucking shit??? KAN!!!!

tis morning dear came to clementi to c doc.. her voice getting worse... dad call me ask me wanna he to FASTER SEND HER HOME?? sacred sis jealous tat y neber call her come home eat but like he "called" gf instead?? OIE!!!! LISTEN!!!! i brought her home cos i scared nobody take care of her n her house is real warm k!!!!! sis wun be jealous cos she din even eat a shit wat mum cooked!!! not even dinner k!!! i told dear bout it.. i dun wan to hide anything from her.. she say she doesnt feel bad or anything.. but.. think got a bit also ba... cos i told her dun worry bout it.. dun care bout him la.. so have faith in ur own daughter!! anything i explain to sis myself k!!!

so pls!! if u wanna be concern with her do it now n always!!!! maintain regular sms!!! or even some calls la!! now n continue!!!! damn it..

haha

2005-08-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

to those nonsense ppl reading my blog.. this is to u..
_!_fuck u big time KNNBPCB!!!
well.. watever it is.. we have toked things out.. shed tears and shit.. BUT!!! it makes us closer though!! yeah!!! tok bout ystd ba.. met dear celebrate drizzle bday.. play pool la.. haha.. find it quite weird though.. some more so long din play le so ask hao along lor..

went clinic find dear since prac fin early... she gotflu and sore throat.. then her mum n sis there too.. then her sis take cab we tag along lor.. haha..she pay... :P then.. off to renadol shruddle.. i haben had lunch sia... cut it short la..

after pool n everything... went to find dear cos she go eat dinner with drizzle.. so take 184 lor.. then tis bastard just EXCUSE ME then chap in pushing everybody.. drizzle also.. luckily he neber push my dear.. i in the bus say "wat the fuck is his prob sia!!!" everybody noe lor.. everybody saw him lor.. knn... go all the way to the back.. hamji sia.. the bus got LOTSA SEATS SIA!!!! then was damn hot... so damn hot.. step my feet some more.. i was staring at him... dear ask me not too then i said something very loud cos i very hot.. then saw dear face change.. i fogot she dun likeppl shout at her but i wasnt shouting at her la.. then.. i was sorry dear.. then she cool down and try to cool me down too...wah cheebye sia.. i duno wat to do.. dun wanna make a scene.. im sure dear dun like it too..

wanna go out from back door diao him one.. but.. i c dear like tat unhappy... i nuah ki ah... i just lied on ur shoulder n turn soft liao.. its tiring to be angry.. true true..then her smell... cools me down.. then ya.. we at bus stop... toked till i cry also.. cos.. i realise cos of her i can cool down when i was on the verge to punch tat guy in the face... how powerful she is.. WOW!!!! haha.. if my dad was there, WOW!!!! tag team wack nia!!! knn..

HUIPING IS THE BEST!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! I LOVE U GER!!! MUACKS!!!!

WADS WITH ME DAMN IT!!!!

2005-08-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

fucking shit... cheebye.. y is my mouth so itchy?? fuck sia... ystd we were like high... so.. we make each other la.. she say me i say her... dun wanna go in detail.. i say a word tat made the whole shithole scene silent n i noe... *SHIT* appear in my mine... but she din cry... later in the bus she definitely bust!!! so i din really tok to her.. dun wanna agitate her..

on the bus.. she started crying.. fuck sia.. i feel like putting my head out of the window n let the car bang me!!!! after crying she say she's ok.. but fuck i noe she is not.. so... ya.. reach hanabi she asked me not to fetch her... i noe its fucking wrong.. she doesnt wanna c me... i was *ouch*.. then.. ok... off she goes.. i went home.. no mood wat so ever.. but immediately i noe im gonna wait for her at her house bus stop.. watched tv.. fell asleep while parents came back with prata... ate le..

945 i set off.. reached her house at bout 10.05pm.. waited.. msged her.. din reply.. either she still angry with me or still not off.. so waited.. opposite her bus stop... was tinking not to let her noe..onli when i c her then msg her "would u wanna c me if i appear now??".. sux rite?? but i dun mind even if she doesnt want too.. cos she doesnt noe im here.. wait n wait.. she replied.. say she still there when its like.. 11?? so.. ya.. reply was slow.. she say she washing dishes.. then drinking some wine later her college send her home.. so i was.. kk.. i told her enjoy her drink n i at her house bus stop taking next bus home..

i crossed the road hoping for smth to bang me.. then.. i knew smth.. its passed 1140.. no more bus le.. shit.. 184 sure no more le. i was tinking jog home.. not very far too la.. hillview to clementi.. can make it la.. cos i din hab enuff cash home too.. but.. something pulling me back.. i duno y.. i must c her b4 i get home.. but.. will she wanna c me.. i just msg her say i missed my bus.. she told me to wait for her.. so.. ok.. waited n waited.. since i waited for 2 hrs plus le.. a while more wun die de.. so wait lor..

then she arrived.. ok.. toked things out.. though she say she ok.. but i noe.. its gonna linger for a long long time.. damn it.. so ya.. took cab home lor.. borrow another 2 bucks from her.. was kinda relieved though that i noe she is safe at home.. cos.. its late.. so.. reach home.. couldnt slp so watch tv lor... then ya..

now.. national day.. sux.. i woke up bout 12 plus.. fuming called me.. must be wanna go somewhere but.. dun think i wanna go.. no mood.. no shit.. if onli i had a bike.. i would have cycled to somewhere i duno where.. wonder how am i gona face her when i c her tonite.. y does it have to be me?? y do i spoil her day or hurt her so much?? y must she love me?? hope her real prince charming whose damn mouth is much sweeter than mine will come real soon n stop all her misery... maybe it should've been chong yi la.. y din she set her eyes on him??? y did i start the msg thingy and friendster shit??? Y!!!!!! i should just go be a fucking monk n devote myself to lord buddha then... no fear no shit!!! eat vege for my enitre life!!!! NOW!!!!! NOW NOW!!!!!!

SUX!!!

2005-08-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

today is a fucking tiring day cos i slept at 3am cos of IMGT proj... lesson at 8.. blah blah blah... after sch went to bugis with dear.. maybe cos we both tired ba.. it went of well but.. as we walk into the no aircon there, tink its the crowd or maybe the place like Far East or the stuff tat doesnt interest me la.. its like... those clothes there dun interest me.. then the people there also... its dear's kinda place not mine but its ok.. better than far east i guess.. just kinda squeezy ba.. then... dear was like sad and she teared.. i feel so fucked up lor..

y do i always make her sad sia... wad r things tat interest me?? cars?? watches?? sports stuff?? handphones?? am i so no life?? or i'm always tat kampong kia?? i learn how to dress also from dear... cb sia... i really let her down.. y din u just tell me at the bus stop n i can compromise right away?? its just bugis, i can just walk just for u dear... u wanna walk walk after such a long time not window shopping le.. i'll pei u.. told u le.. anything tell me str dun make me ask ask ask.. in the end still will tell de ma.. tell earlier isnt it better?? make me realise my mistakes earlier so i can make it up to u... y dear y??? y am i the one?? i hate to c u like tat.. i hate it more when i'm always the fucking cause of it.. Y?? fuck!!! i tot it'll be like any other happy day but fuck... y do i hab to spoil her day?? like any other ppl, i wun wanna spoil anyone's day!! especially its my DEAR?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! gan bu eh... y y y y y y???

i feel like such a failure?? i dun y she still wanna stick with me?? if she finds someone else better hope she'll just go to him.. cos i'm always hurting her?? making her sad unknowingly?? damn it man.. cant i be more sensitive to her feelings?? y am i such a fucking kampong gia hu doesnt like to shop around those punky and cool shops with punky and cool people everywhere?? y do i feel so uneasy wit them around??

haiz.. really feel like a fucking failure... no matter wad i do... i just cant make her happy enuff.. puah cheebye la... help me!!!!! ARGH!!!!! SPOILER!!! FUCKER!!! FAILURE!!!!
y dun u scold me??
hit me??
kick me in my balls??
y keep everything inside??
dun u feel so stuffy?? cramped up in a small box tat onli has an inch of free space??
Y???!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!

SIANZ!!!!!

2005-08-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

its marketing now!! so boring... boss n niao neber come.. cb... just read ben and boss blog... hope their sorrows will end soon.. n hope ben dun be so sleepy when he in sch.. nowadays come sch so sleepy one.. BEN!!! WAKE UP!!!!

SAT
the weekend was great..but i missed stealth when ben(bendedick) and fuming went to watch on sat nite but i really left with onli a few cents.. dun wan fuming to blanja cos i'll be owing him.. so just went to grandma hs lor.. dear came tis moring after her project.. haha.. she came n study n i was... watching tv!!! wahahahahaha evil!! tempt her onli.. hehe.. feel tat we now getting closer n closer.. just hope tat she can dun wkfor one weekend n we can just be onli ourselves... yeah!!! duno y i dun mind fetching her from wk though sometimes its kinda sianz and reaching home late...maybe its my commitment to her n i feel tat its my duty to do so too!!! yeah!!!

SUN
i hate sundays!!!! argh!!!!!!i'm always at home watching tv n rotting the whole day... wanna do project but i delay n delay!!!! till neber do.. opz.... haha.. then mum wanna blanja.. the tat 2 old ppl (father and aunt) driving me crazy.. always zi cha zi cha.. knn buay sian ah?!?!?!?! i was so pissed lor!! my mum wanna eat swensens also cannot.. then told my dad tat he say swensens not sian ah?? knn boil my blood nia.. then ur zi cha knn buay sian ah??!!?!?!pcb... then so pissed la.. in he end the fucking stall neber open..FUCK!!!! i was more pissed!!! fuck!! then die die wanna anyhow find a stall to eat.. then i say GO FAR EAST SQUARE LA!!! then father say must walk?? then i say:" GIA LA!!!!!"
*he hop into his van*
then i shout:"WALK LA!!!!!!"
then he say there got big carpark.. cb... those 2 old ppl really driving me to my peak man.. if tat instant one fucking car horn me i'll really fuck tat guy man... really la.. the older they get the more they piss me sia!! KNN!!!!!!!!!
fuck it... at nite fetch dear i felt better... *phew*... then was toking bout some stuff.. hehe.. opz... felt good!!!!! really.. i love u yeoh hui ping!!!!

YEAH!!!!!

2005-07-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS OVER!!!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!! but in 5 weeks time must finish 2 projects and final exam!!!! aiya... now relax for the weekend first...

WED
exam officially ended on fri but wed went with ben, niao, boss and hao to cartel eat.. cos they finish le.. hao n i left econs.. haha.. was fun when ben SIBEI KAO PEI AH!!!!! wahahahaha!!! finally had a gathering.. too bad eric wasnt here or else team huat full strength!!! hmmm.. sad.. later tat nite on the way home baby got prob.. so.. went to find her.. in the end took cab home.. shiok!! v long neber take cab liao!! like rich ah?? but in the end weekend onli left 5 bucks sia!!

THURSDAY
thursday came sch study econs.. i woke up late.. haha.. also give hao some chance to ahmmm... then reach sch saw hao and jing ying... wahahaha!!! later laine came along.. then alrite la.. din really study cos i duno how to start.. later dear came.. the gers wanna go holland.. i dun.. i sure die there.. so hao bo bian gotta ps me.. nvm.. got dear and boss coming over to teach me a while.. then boss came.. WOW!!!!! he really can teach me econs sia!! i understood.. then he gotta go.. so the 3 of us grab some sandwich and SPUD!! not bad la.. tats dinner.. dear say wanna pei me so went home took her lappy then come back again.. was a library then she told me she forgot to bring her charger.. heng my IBM one she can use.. she yeah.. studied chapter 2 the library wanna close le so went to atrium to continue lor.. sia la.. i first time study lehz!!!!! and understand some more.. thanks to BOSS!!!! THANKS!!! first time stay in sch till 10 JUST TO STUDY!!!! i understood some more lehz.. haha... n thanks dear to pei me!! muacks!! love u ger!!!

FRIDAY
then next day woke up at 715 go sch study with hao.. last minute revision... yeah.. the paper was ok ah... can pass le!! finially!!!! then go hao father the prawn mee.. NICE NICE NICE!!!!! yeah!!!! haha.. the walk walk... go FAR EAST SQUARE which is near chinatown not town there hor.. got flea market?? say some watches.. i wanna buy!!!! next time ba when i saved enuff money.. the wait jy... then times up we go back le lor.. haha.. boss acc me play badminton with my parents... her taught me how to smack!!! SHIOK!!!! thanks!!1 i finally feel so relaxed.. went to ABC there makan.. saw jiaqi!! haha.. dao ger.. saw desmond also.. wanna call him but think he on the line.. haha.. the went home bathe went out to fetch dear cos she got slight fever.. at first she say take arthur car cos she din c my msg i almost cried.. haha.. but in the end she came.. wahahahaha!!!! i love her!! yeah!!! sent her home makes me feel at ease at least she is safe home..

now is sunday n i've rotted and die at home for the weekend.. not thinking of any tutorial or shit cos its after EXAM!!! CHILL!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! going for dinner soon!!! go bathe le.. oh ya.. last of all..

I'M SRY SERENE YSTD DIN GO UR BDAY CELEBRATION
HAPPY TO HAB TEAM HUAT, BROS OF QTSS!!!!
AND I LOVE JOEY YEOH HUIPING!!!!! 5 YRS TIME AH!!!! PROMISE!!!! PEACE OUT!!!

hmmm...

2005-07-16T15:46:00.000+08:00

its a cool sat afternoon... studying at home.. hmmm.. feel like slping sia.. SIANZ!!!! hate COMMON TEST!!!! ARGH!!!!

was reading ben's blog.. u noe wad? u made me missed sec sch times?? the time when i was damn fit and can play soccer and basketball and badminton and volleyball and go gym and do some flips and parallel bars during gym training and sports com under MR MURU and being head of CCA in prefectorial board planning sports day and some part of national day thingy!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!! i miss those days working with argo, rudy, darren, edric, suyi, lay yuen, arwinder and many more juniors!!!! the days i scolded my juniors for being so slack during meeting on wed morning!!!! ARGH!!! haha.. miss those good old days!!!

and now i miss team huat being together not mugging but crapping and playing soccer or basketball together.. just to c ben making a fool of himself!!! haha.. "ben!! head the ball!!!!" *missed* wahahahahaha!!!! we must go makan together after common test!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!!

or ya... was thinking.. i wanna be a drummer!!! though i now onli can play the reason?!?!?!?!!?!!?! cos i onli played drum 2 times in my life!! if onli i had the money i buy one set and play at home!!! helena and sweet child of mind r my favourite song to wack the damn drum!!!! i wan i wan i wan!!!!

been thinking bout life too.. haha.. sux!!!! y does dear hab to work so hard??? i find tat is so unfair for her... i dun mind fetching her every nite and going home late.. but to c her so tired and some more it somehow mite affect her study breaks my heart... i wanna help but i dun hab money!!! if onli i'm some rich fark i'll ask her to stop and i'll give her money every month... i dun nid so much money anyway... damn it!! hope her father's business faster get successful then she can stop for good... hai..

lastly.. haben been playing soccer for a month liao... feel so square foot now.. haha... one day after common test must go redhill market with bros to drink.. dun care how much how many bottles.. we must bottoms UP UP UP!!!!!! but still no smoking for me guys..GATHERING!!!!!! then go out with team huat to chill too... oh ya.. mrs wee retired urgently due to medical reasons?? or shld i say she suddenly damn sick ah... hope she'll recover quickly and stay healthy always!!! u shall find her one day hor bendedick?? wahahaha... que lan!!! opz..

k la.. tats all for today.. thank u ladies and gentleman!!! good luck for CT!!!!!

tuesday

2005-07-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

fuck!!!i typed a whole lot of shit just now n fucking connection made everything went disappeared!!>!>!>!>!>!! PUA CHEEBYE!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucked up day!!!!!!! forget it la... tian zu ding one la!!!

opz...

2005-07-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

well.. now its thursday.. haben used the net for 2 days le!!! WOW!!!

lets tok bout tues.. well..main thing is tat i tot i could hab holiday on tuesday cos IS no more le.. but then give lowina face wz, laine and i join the beautifying the environment thingy again.. tis time is sec 3 and some M I N D S ppl.. (just like kristy) whaahahahaha!!!! so yeah.. took bus to bukit batok sec.. nth much la.. the layout of the sch really like naval base sec sia!! haha..

then as we allocate ourselves to a class we board the bus the go to guilin park.. apparently its a damn small park.. waste time sia.. then meet the M I N D S ppl also *kristy*.. they cute lehz!!!! *but kristy....* hahahahaha.... k la.. dun say her le.. wahahahahaha!!!! ya.. they r cute and polite!!! so off we go pick lor.. was kinda err.... duno how to break the ice so i focus on the M I N D S ppl lor.. look after them.. then was walking tis bunch of gers.. can hear "eh!!! ta shi malay hai shi hua ren???" cb.. then i faster walk away ah.. wait they ask me paiseh sia.. then after 3 le we all go back... slowly slowly.. then the ppl do their suvey and art thingy la. suddenly got one ger come up to me with NEWPAPER and a pen ask for my number!!! paiseh sia!!!!!!! i was like with boss and laine on the slope then the ppl below make a lot of noise ah!!! kaoz.. laine really rite sia.. when we on the bus to guilin park she say liao wait got meimei ask my number!!! sie men lehz!!!

then bo bian.. give lor.. dun harass me can liao.. then she ask my name.. i dare not say.. laine say for me.. ask if i'm malay anot?!?!?!!?!?!?!!? haha.. all the while my back face the crowd.. DAMN PAISEH AH!!!!! KAOZ>!>!>!>!>!>!>!

after everything went to mit dear then go PS watch initial D!!!! but had dinner first and went to spotlight to buy dear's stuff for childcare arts thingy.. tot it would be a nice show but.... IT SUX!!!!! the director onli focus on how to get the rite angle when the cars drift... kaoz.. damn crappy lor... even that guy who claims he has a racing license driving skyline also dun do much in the movie!!!! haha.. then. jay act innocent... blah blah blah.. can fall asleep la..

after movie dear wanted to munch smth but all the stalls close le.. then went in to tis new nike shop!!! OMG!! saw tis shoe.. though its all white but i like!!!!124 bucks ppl.. damn!!! hope can get it.. haha.. nice sia.. wan nike and adidas shoes lehz!!!! opz... hope my aunt can get em for me!!! yeah!!! went to level one saw this pushcart shop selling tops and wallets?? the dear bout one for herself and one for yixian for her bday... hmmm.. yeah..

after tat go home le.. enjoyed myself... haben been out watching movie with dear for a long time le.. yup!!!!! tats all folks.. i'm tired.. gotta study LCOM!!!! ah!!!!!!!!

SHIOK!!!!!

2005-07-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

well.. basically today... haiz... first tok about class ba... more stuff happening le.. haiz.. think class gonna split le ba.. if u noe wat i'm toking about.. tis kinda thing cannot help one ba.. let nature take its course ba.. its all in the name of love, friendship and bullshit!!!! wahahahahaha... yeah.. but wats most important is tat u hab friends to trust on.. rely on ur secrets and crap about!!! now our clique *ps duno how to spell* getting smaller n smaller le.. but doesnt matter le.. i noe hu r the real friends can le..

today after sch went to play badminton with mum and her friend.. and baby came along!!!! yeah!!! at first she din wanna come cos she gotta study... haha.. watever!!! but we did have fun!!! i keep wacking my mum.. haha... my muscle starting to numb le but i dun care!!! cannot give up!!! baby is good man!!! really shows she playing badminton in sec sch sia!!! but i not bad also k.. onli lack of stamina cos of my phlem... block my wind pipe.. damn...

then there also got gym equiptment.. reminds me of my sec sch days.. then i went there to ARGH!!!!!!!! train.. haha.. hope every week can go there.. shiok sia!!! YEAH!!!! my shape coming back!!! but the weights there kinda heavy for me but nonetheless, still can handle ba!! wahahahaha!!! now hold spoon with sugar also shiver sia... haha...

had some tots before i fall asleep... its great tat baby n i ok le.. had a great time playing wit her.. *exercising* then played with my mum also.. keeping aiming the shuttle and her.. wahahaha.. then dunno y i wanna sms her say *i love u mum*.. haha... paiseh sia.. wahahahaha!!! was thinking she look damn cute.. short short then a bit plump plump one.. haha.. makes me wanna cry now... opz.. but yeah!!!! my whole body gonna shut down liao... nitez.. tats all folks!!!!

BEN!!!!

2005-06-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

damn.. felt unwell when went to find dear yestd??? tot was cos of the jam but actually.. its from ben ng hong bing!!!!!! haha... went out with dear ystd.. hmmm... ok la.. nth to tok much about cos most of the time i feel damn unwell?? in the end she din go wk?? hehe.. opz... then yeah.. tdy is horrible!!!! made myself sweat!!! i'm sweating the whole day!!! din wanna leave the house!!!! then slp..sweat sweat... itchy everywhere!! then now looking thru pmkt slides.. nth goes inside my pea brain!! argh!!

and sis sms me tdy... tat alvin treating her like shit again?? damn.. but my sis power.. wan him to die till jia lad jia lad.. then msg her a lot sia!!! WOW!!! hope she'll be fine.. =D yeah.. k la.. dun feel like typing liao..

y am i like tis?? y am i bothered over such a small matter??

2005-06-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. feeling down... was msging dear.. told her how i felt... yes she's rite.. its just a small matter.. but tis kinda things do linger in the relationship no matter wad.. like she said.. small things accumilate then when one more comes it hurts deeply and will explode..

y am i bothered bout my mistake?? cos i made a very big mistake before tis small yet deadly mistake... messing up her birthday??? got any bf in tis world make his ger cry on her bday?? wat kinda fucked up bf am i?? then i made her sad cos of my old habit?? i toked to boss today.. he say where got guys dun look at gers??? i do agree but i dun wanna make things worse cos gers dun understand guys point of view, and i also hab to think of ger point of view too... haiz... though she said small matter... but ever small matter makes a big matter.. damn.. i haven felt like tis every since when i was wit suyi.. my first ex... i'm really serious bout tis relationship too.. cant be compared to previous ones... i feel like letting it out!!!!!

y do i hab to do things to hurt her??? y!!!! can someone tell me am i a gd boyfriend?? sometimes i said no 2 bf are the same.. u cannot compare others' relationship with ur own.. but... haiz.. sometimes i dunno how to put my words in a better way and a more nicer way... when i wanna do tat i tell her how i really feel, it'llgo the wrong way andn i used the wrong words and tone.. haiz... heart damn heavy now... i tot things were gonna turn out to be better... but i made things worse?? haiz.. onli the ones i love can make me cry.. though i may be a male but emotions r hard to control..

sometimes i think tat i make small matters big.. but i always feel tat small matter accumilate to become big matters.. and every damn mistake i make, it'll be remembered in her heart and cannot be erased... its hard so be a perfect man... but i'm working on it too... haiz.. dun wanna tok bout it le.. relationship is really tiring and lots of commitment.. so.. hope every couple in the world and all i noe like dan and shu, all the best and bless u wit all sweetness in the world..

haiz..

shag....

2005-06-23T08:13:00.000+08:00

now in SCM lec... nobody come yet... considered early tdy... y??? cos i din really slp last nite... went to bed at bout 1230am but onli bout 3 plus then fell asleep.. was thinking bout lotsa bullshit in my life.. all bad and think till it become worse.. then it keeps coming and coming.. more and more bullshit comes into my mind... then ya lor... wasnt sleepy at all till bout 3 plus.. dunno y also.. was damn slpy at bout 12 plus then lie on the bed liao not slpy liao.. fuck!!!! ARGH!~@~~!!!!!!!!! fuck sia!!!! haiz.... dunno how to survive today.. maybe tonight slp early to replenish my slp ba.. fuck life!!!! how nice if now i'm still a sec sch student.. not so many bullshit innocent innocent nia... life is just so simple!!!! ahhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!! as u grow older, more bullshit gets into ur life!!!!!

waiting for lesson to start.. but i hope its cancelled!!! wahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! i hate 8am lesson!!!

faithful?? loyal??

2005-06-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

being faithful and loyal to ur spouse is a commitment tat one definitely has to do. i swear tat i've never been unfaithful and unloyal to my ger in any way. i'm not saying tat i've actually done something wrong to my ger by having a fling or smth. its just something in me or in many guys tat u will glance woman. i admit i did once and very seriously caused her to cry.. i was shocked and stunned. i changed. i noe its not me lor.. i've neber done tat.. but maybe when i'm alone most of the time i will take notice of ppl arnd me and sensitive bout ppl arnd me.. then when i walked with her then will look here look there.. but now i've tried not to cos i noe she dun like it and her friends tell her how faithful thier boyfriends are tat they dun look at other gers... but i do c guys with gerfriends looking at MY GER?????

with a gerfriend tat looks like jenette ow the actress can be rather stressful too... when guys look at her i dun like it.. but as long they dun do anything to harm me ger i dun mind.. eyes of dirty tots i also try to tolerate cos i can do nth!!!!! i do c many bfs holding their gf's hands or waists looking at my ger!!!!!! wad am i trying to say now i also duno le..

just wanna say tat looking at other gers or sensitive to other ppl around me is my fault. but in my heart i am always faithful to u.. i'm trying to change.. guys are always guys but tats not an excuse tat any ger will accept.. but as long as i'm not those hu scandal i will try my best to kick tis old habit tat is much forgivable than those bf having scandals tat is unbearably unforgivable. just cos of my bad habit caused her much pain and tears... am i a failure or wad??? all the time i c she's happy but i do feel tat deep inside she's not though she dun say it out but i can sense it though.. i'm trying to be more loving and commit much more to my ger but my old habit still does all the harm.. but i swear in my heart i onli love her and onli her!!!!!

haiz..

2005-06-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

so long neber post liao... haiz... tok bout now ba.. now the guys having scm practical when me and mer just join in n slack ba.. then... ben made a fool of himself in front of yan ling.. wahahahaha!!!
was reading dear's blog.. i felt kinda sad tat she's not happy deep inside her.. have i not done enuff??? then she feels so happy when she's with chong, he best guy friend... can c tat she's really happy when she's with him.. then when with me... dun think she's tat or as happy ba... haiz.. n he still likes her??? damn.. i noe he's a nice guy... but i'm still afraid... she'll go for someone hu treats her good.. but he gave her something tat touched her heart but i din?? she feels better when she's with him?? can she tat she feels fulfilling when she with him n not with me?? maybe the presence of me will always show or remind her bout her terrible birthday tat i gave her??? damn... wat if she really goes for chong?? not tat i got no faith in her or dun trust her but i got no faith on myself.. i'm trying to change for the better le.. but i think it's neber enough for her??? chong if u r reading tis, i mean no harm or not showing tat i dun like u.. just wat i feel.. no hard feelings man..
damn... will i loose her?? hell noes man.. she may she she loves me and she noes tat i love her but if a guy comes in tat treats her damn good like writting poems, like wat chong did like photocopy 19 may 1987 straits time newspaper and she feels tat i lacking of such stuff??? and she just leave me?? i cant think of it... i'm lost... ........ we'll see how... i'm trying my best to be a good boyfriend.. but i'm short??? many other taller guys wanna jio her?? looks more man than me?? i dare not think le la.. tats all... if i does happen.. i'll respect her decision....
just remember to love urself k baby.. muacks.. cos i love u ger...

CHALET!!!!

2005-04-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

just came back from our 4 days 3 nights class chalet. everything went on fine.. better than i expected.. we had bbq!!!! we cleared the stuff... thats great.. cos i was afraid they will leave it n i'll be the onli one to clear the stuff... haha.. yeah!!!! its great to hab a class gathering like tat.. though some of them din come.. we had fun!!!! haha... keep disturbing yuan hao and ban ching!!!!! but actually.... he doesn't like her at all.. but we just kept on saying him lor.. haha.. laughed throughout the chalet???

then on the last night when onli wen zhong, yuan hao, eric, piak stayed for the last night, we talked some serious stuff la.. like their family and stuff.. and i feel tat i'm very fortunate and blessed to hab a wonderful family.. serious!!!!!! then ya.. i was quiet most of the time cos i wanna listen and i was thinking back bout myself too....

we overslept... time to check out is 12 but we woke up at 1147.. haha.. piak left earlier to work.. she left a lot of stuff behind ah!!! then we went white sand makan, buy cd then took cab home... wz and i were the last la.. but i took cab to find dear instead of going hm. then wz from there go home.. we were talking talking.. then said somethings bout the colleuge *dunno how to spell* bout me tat i dun like.. like some stuff like wanna compete wit me to get her and stuff la.. i hate tat n i'm afraid tat i'll loose her too.... then was kinda not happy and a bit emo... then we walked to serene centre MAC outside and tok... then suddenly talked bout my family, my mum and dad.. then i started crying... cos i feel tat they r very good to me... but i din treat them good enough.. and i cried when i think bout my mum.. the things she did for me during the preparation of tis chalet and the bbq stuff.. i feel very proud of her.. and the tot of it makes me cry.. and for the first time i cried in front of dear... i really cant help it.. every word i say and thinking bout my mum makes me drop tears... haiz.. dunno y.. then dear console me.. after she send me to bus stop.. i board the bus.. on radio n listen le.. then.. i tear again... so paiseh la.. a guy sob in the bus.. wa kaoz... i tried to control n concentrate on the radio bt cant help it sia.. then reach home.. everything fine liao.. yeah... thinking back bout wat piak, yuan hao and eric said makes me wanna treatmy parents better.. so yeah.. cherish my parents... time is running out.. so.. tats all...

gonna wake up at 10 to go cut hair wit MUM!!!!! yeah!!! hope sunday comes faster!!!!!!!hehe.. nitez!!!

fucked!!!

2005-04-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

damn... after reading dear's blog.. i din noe tat i've done so many mistakes.... the chalet?? the movie??? y din she tell me str to my face to let me noe??? y?? till now then i noe?? i feel like shit now.. now i noe, the bad thing bout me is i forget things easily... whether u've done bad things to me i'll still forget it.. whether wad i've said good or bad things, i'll still tend to forget.. damn!!!!! i'm damn forgetful... fuck.... i'm sorry baby.. i din mean it... i really forgot wad i'vesaid sometimes...

BUT ONE THING I NEVER FORGET IS TAT, I'M TRUE TO U AND I LOVE U...

i noe sometimes gers say "yeah... wadever u've done, u always say the 3 words and some mushy shit then will make me forgive u.." but i mean wad i say...i noe wads done is done... wadever i've said is no use... done le, wad for say sorry right??? well.. tats me.. i'll still apologise... i'm lost le.. dunno wad i'm toking too... well... damn shit.. next time tell me k... i can watch with u again just like hitch... actually i wanna watch tat with u.. but b4 i could tell u, u watched with the gers le so... yeah.. it doesnt matter to me too... wat matters is..... we love each other... so yeah... tats all.. continue with my weights le..

shaun's bday!!!

2005-04-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

yeah tpday celebrate shaun's bday... damn tired le.. so say main things ba.. hmmm.. actually his friends not bad la.. haha.. just tat maybe like wad happens most of the time, not very familiar with each other yet but.. yeah..

MOST OF ALL, get to c all bros back together again!!! but feng not here again.. yeah!!! happy!!!! miss gatherings.. haiz.. yeah!!! tats wad i wanna say..

HOPE shaun's dream come thru!!!!!!!!!!

BANNY AND FRIENDS!!!!

2005-04-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha!!! today went to meet boss and niao and man to eat.. then go boss house slack a while then go queensway buy shoe!!! i bout adidas F10!!! another red shoe for me!!! haha.. then.. blah blah.. cut the story short.. yuan hao fucker gave me probs... then blah blah.. went his house play soccer... then got malay ppl then we play la.. though we lost almost every match but i enjoy it cos play with pro v challenging.. some more they r not physical. i like.. then piak and sam came.. then we cut cake at play ground... play play play.. then go hao house bathe and gamble!!!!!!
play BAN lak.. BAN!!!!!! weahahahahahahaha!!!! cut it short again.. i won 5 bucks.. money to take cab home.. reached home at bout like.. 1 plus ba.. yeah.. taken with boss and piak... so yeah!!!!

main thing is.. BAN and HAO!!!!!!! wahahahahahaha!! disturb him the whole day!! yeah!!!! tired..

ECONS, ITL, ACCOUNTS!!

2005-03-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

dear dau pek gong, guan ying pu sa, lord buddha, po bi wa, alex tan pin woon pin pin an an exam pin pin an an sun sun li li pass zhu hor.. gam sia.. wahahahahaha!! praying i can pass my exam!!! pls pls pls!!!!

life would be different without u...

2005-03-23T11:21:00.000+08:00

well its been a long time since i blogged.. i'm now home.. done with my weights.. later going to study for maths with the hung hing bros.. well.. these few days been rather hmmm.. dunno how to say.. experienced ups and downs.. but the UPS been great!!!! haha.. tok bout yesterday ba..
BCA handson!!!! i din really give a shit la.. haha.. but when i doing my access, damn shit.. almost finish liao then got prob.. kaoz.. wong soon fatt aka kong ba bao standing behind me cos i sitting last row ma.. then i ask "cher, wad happen ah??" kong ba bao:"i dunno?!?!" *press press, click click* started walking away.. -_-.. then i ask "cher then how??" kong ba bao:" dunno... then good luck to u!" -__-" *middle finger to him him* and "cheebye" in my mouth... haha.. fuck sia.. argh!!!! then i save and move one excel la.. excel was still ok.. no prob.. onli some calculation mistakes.. after that we hab lunch.. finally ben, eric and niao join the peer mentoring le!!! YEAH!!!!!!
after lunch ben, eric and i go library... supposingly to study but.. hehe.. we went to slp instead till bout 1+ ba.. then start to do work lor.. then dear msg me say wanna play pool... i said ok.. but kinda dun feel like le.. cos tired ah.. then bout 230 i msg her say i dun feel like. i wanna go somewhere to relax.. either beach or airport.. cos.. i dunno y la.. my old self come back le. going airport alone to self-reflect?? bros u will noe wad i'm toking bout be.. especially fuming.. but there's no relationship prob.. just wanna be with myself.. *not bian tai ah*
then dear pei me lor... yeah.. take mrt half way she say act wanna watch movie.. i also!!!! then we went to tampines to watch hitch which i wanted to all along.. yeah.. so.. tats all la.. just tat i'm happy that dear was with me to cheer me up.. yeah!!! thanks dear!!! i appreciate everything!!!!

exams coming, let's all work hard and enjoy the hols and catch up loss time with friends, buds and bros!!!!! yeah!! miss the good old times witht bros!!!! LOVE DEAR AND BROS!!!!!

real FARKED UP!!!!!!!

2005-03-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

KNNCB DAMN FARKED UP TODAY!!!!!! really sux big time.. tot i fone call would settle everything, but i duno y such a small matter would leave such a heavy load in my heart... there was like a moment of silence... i tried but i couldnt express myself.. in the end, i chose to escape reality. though it hurts but i did. then came a return call, then i noe its time to really let it out... it is really just a small matter but... but.... there was a great amount of frustration in me waiting to be let out... but i didnt, i just spoke my heart out.. it wasnt pleasant.... i can hear.. haiz... i just feel tat wat happen wasnt meant to be... it shouldnt hab happened.. if it should, but not tis way!!!!!

sorry guys but i wrote these words to flare my frustrations and feelings.. dun need to understand..

wun be meeting maybe till monday ba?? she wants to study... weekend is the best time to... shall not disturb her ba... let her concentrate on her studies.. y hab my old behaviour come back?? i hate tis, hate myself.. y cant i just turn soft so everything will be settled?? ah.... i'm so farked up... hope she'll be fine..

feeling f**ked up

2005-03-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today no need go sch... but i dun feel real good at all.. slept till 11+ ba... forgot le.. so shiok. slp aircon.. then eat bao.. watch tv.. then.. so sian.. i perspiring.. so.. good work on my dumb bells.. did more today.. on music loud loud so tat i shout loud in pain nobody noes.. then work on my fat tummy.. then bathe lor.. damn shit sia.. feeling like shit nw.. nth going my way.. everything's irritating.. my net till now, 3.3o pm then can use sia.. feel like shouting into my pillow.. i remembered i dreamt i shouted f**k in my dream last night.. frustrated.. dun wanna say y.. ya.. tats all.. its onli 3.32 now and i feel like ending my day and go to slp.. hope tonight got soccer ba.. yeah.. pls pls pls... so.. yeah.. maybe blog tonight again ba.. F**K!!!!

hehe

2005-03-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

well.. kinda lazy to type.. all i can say is tat... my throat got much better.. not so pain le but got lotsa flam... then worked on my dumb bells.. my arms come back liao!!!! i wan my size back!! some more my tummy flat le.. gonna train back my sec 4 body.. yeah!!! got a plan lay out liao.. got from some mag...
spend the weekend with dear.. yeah... though we almost had an argument, but i perservered and not make matters worse.. and it worked!!!!! things went on fine.. and swt swt wor!!!! hehe.. we are bonding... or shld i say... we r so close like as if we've been together like 6 yrs but not 6 months plus.. hehe.. let's get married!!!!!!!!
yeah.. lazy to type le.. just hope tat i'll fully recover asap and yeah... good health for everyone!!!!!

hehe..

2005-03-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

today went back sch... felt great.. can get back with the hung hing bros.. but i cant shout.. cos my throat still hurts!!! after bca test, we finished nd still got like 45 mins b4 econs lecture.. so go can3 makan.. at first dun wanna eat de.. but hungry lehz.. but my throat hurts too.. so.. go eat vege noodle.. then go econs lecture watch young and dangerous... hahaha lecture ended one hour earlier!!!! i watch onli half... kaoz!!!!
go can4 eat... but i din eat la. throat pain.. so i continue my movie.. then we pon lesson.. took cab to clementi RC play pool.. damn tiring.. ben slp like toot like tat.. haha... then we finish le at bus stop discuss how to do poa cos a taking retest.. then reach sch.. calls boss help me too... then i go up nobody.. i read the msg again.. its TML!!! kaoz!!!! i call dear ask where she then meet her...
then take 184 change 173 then take one round... it terminate at clementi but continue.. then we sit on lor.. haha.. cos it goes back to her house..we talked a lot.. hehe... then reach le.. as usual missed a bus cos we toking bout smth interestING!!!!! hehe... then came my bus.. i slpt on the bus lor.. ya.. i'm tired and in pain.. so dun wanna type so much le..
i love u dear!!!!

yeah!!!

2005-03-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

today woke up... din feel like going sch... cheyz!!! bca quiz is tml.. heng ah.. ya.. then stayed at home watched tv the whole day lor.. felt much better... then dear msg me say she pon her 3-6 class.. tot she'll come at 12 cos after lunch her next lesson is 3 ma.. then i waited and waited... till i wanna faint le.. cos damn hungry... so at 230 like tat i went down to buy macaroni to eat.. damn oily sia.. ya.. and my throat hurts.. sux man..
then come baby... she also tired..then she liam liam one.. haha.. took a towel and wet it ask her clean herself so she'll feel refreshed.. then watch tv lor... * mummy came back with dinner but i cant finish.. cos my throat hurts!!!! then send dear home lor.. said lotsa mushy mushy stuff.. haha.. she very frank nowadays.. wahahahaha!!! then ya lor.. today entry kinda short la.. cos i tired and i'm in pain.. yeah.. so yup!! long day tml.. fuck.. got pac retest... fuck.. yup..
love u baby!!!!! hope i wun fall sick tml!!!!!!!!

i'm sick!!!!

2005-03-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

argh!!! woke up at 6.23 am and i feel so hot.. then i noe i'm sick.. fever.. so i went to look for medcine like a desperado.. it may sound crazy but i was really like tat.. cos when u hab fever u r not the one u r.. yeah.. so i msg baby told her i'm sick and maybe not meeting today... so when i woke up.. i msg dear.. then actually wan her to come but i scared i spread to her.. then i felt worse and worse... so in the end i called her and told her not to come.. yeah.. so i cant even eat breakfast... eat le wanna vomit.. then go c doc lor..
waiting for doc was damn terrible.. think its cos of the med i took at 6??? makes me drowsy and i did not hab enuff slp... its so terrible.. i waited for bout 30 mins or more.. but it seemed like hrs!!!! damn shit.. when its my turn, i walked in like a zombie.. doc did his routine checkup then ya lor.. got med then when home.. i immediately go slp on my bed.. i wear singlet, t shirt and covered myself in comforter... make myself sweat as much as possible.. though it feels horrible but yeah.. its worth it.. i ate med and slpt till bout 3+ or 4??? so yeah.. i got up.. watch tv... msging dear... then took med again.. but it didnt make my drowsy..
as i msged dear.. i felt better and better.. i dunno y.. then she called me.. omg.. she's the best!!!!she made me feel like i wasnt sick at all!!!! i felt so much better!! think cos i'm missing her tat made me feel much more terrible.. hearing her hoarse laughter tats's so cute.. haha.. she brighten's up my life.. i love u baby!!!! then i go bathe in warm water.. shiok ah!!!!!! then omg.. i feel as if i'm really recovered!!! hope to c dear tml.. yeah yeah yeah!!!
yup!!! i got mc tml..think i'll rest at home ba.. since its onli 4 hrs... yeah!!! wanna c dear tml!!!

normal..

2005-03-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

today i decided to pei my parents.. din meet dear.. haha.. yeah.. morning dad bring me go creative repair my MP3 player... they just reformat thats all.. can read cos my pin one left half nia.. means broke le la.. haha... then go pray tiger god.. wanna drive van!!!!!! nvm.. then go alexandra village eat.. then say yu an, or shld i say my old pri sch classmate genevive?? think i spell correctly ba?? yeah.. then go queensway buy dumb bell set.. 45 bucks nia.. cheaper than holland one 90+.. siao!!! kinda light la.. me small size.. no need so heavy... rubberise one some more.. haha.. yup!! wan my arms back!!!! lazy go gym so buy lor!!!! hehe.. then come home watch desperate housewifes and work on my arms at the same time too...
then bathe!!! took a nap then go for dinner.... ABC market.. then go my grandma house lor.. thats all.. nothing much... i really wanna drive.. but must wait for at least 365 days more when i officially can drive on singapore roads without looking out for police.. f**k!!!!!! argh!!!! PATIENCE!!!!!!!!!!! yeah.. tats all.. nitez to all.. i go slp le.. wanna catch up for some loss slp...

yeah!!!

2005-03-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

today is a fun day!!! morning met wen zhong aka boss aka chen hao nan, zheng hao aka lan jiao aka shan kai, eric aka gay and ben aka chiang xian shen to play basketball.. then when boss and i reached there saw yao feng, jason and loycous.. paiseh if spell wrongly.. wa good good.. can "qie" gt ppl to play with too.. then we go borrow ball.. but boss kinda like dun wanna play cos he dun really noe how to play.. so we go another court play.. then come eric.. then niao.. then BEN!!! kim, mayble, denise also come.. but think they training for the sport thingy??? anyway... niao say he dunno how to play?? cheebye!!!! he shoot damn accurate lor.. kaoz!!! then wait we play 3 vs 3.. at first is ben, eric and boss vs yao feng, jason and loycous.. then i itchy liao.. c so exciting.. then i sub boss.. wa song.. my legs today very guai... move fast and yet not tired at all.. then later eric ask niao sub him.. then kaoz.. pass niao the ball.. he shoot means goal liao.. cheebye... ya lor.. then we won!!! YEAH!!! thanks to niao!!!!!! fucker... everytime bluff ppl sia.. then hao came also... ba pi!!! then we go bathe... haha.. ben bastard.. wanna act sexy... open door show leg.. i go push ah.. then kana his leg.. wahahahahaha!!!!! yup..
then ate lunch at snack bar.. i ate 2 fan choi.. then late for MATHS class le.. very happy.. cos get to play with the hung hing bros!!!! yeah!!! and we WON!!! HUAT AH!!!!!! diu lei ge lo mo ham ga can!!!! haha... just something we always say.. yeah!! then go econs.. i fail my overall econs.. cos of paper 2.. 3 more marks lehz!! nvm.. do retest sure can!!!! then go find dear at convention hall take mp3... spoil sia!!! tml sending for repair.. go back meet the guys.. tot they all went off le.. dunno y still at block 56... then ask ben c can read my mp3 anot.. his lappy also cannot.. so.. forget it.. then dilys call me!!! haha.. so long neber c her le.. so go back clementi, put my stuff, shit then go mac find her chill... actually kinda warm la.. so many ppl.. then tok lor.. normal la.. then time's up for DEAR LE!!!! go sch find dear... mel "acting" so wait for dear's friend till 7.. then they acted till like 8??? long sia.. nvm la.. then go bukit panjang plaza eat.. then send dear home.. she damn tired sia.. some more not feeling well.. yeah.. then tats all!!!
tired le.. wanna go slp le.. nitez everybody.. hazy these few days!! take care!!!!

huat ah!!!!

2005-03-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

today i woke up... raining.. dun wanna go sch!!!! wanna slp!!! i slp air con some more...... then.. argh!!! forced myself to wake up... haha.. then go sch first lesson.. NO PPL!!!!!! y did i go sch?????? so bo liao!!!! haha.. then do MOL so tat later can meet dear during lunch.. yeah!!! then... no ACC lecture!!!!!! so went to library watch gangster show!! aka young and dangerous!!! then dear call me at bout 12+.. now she say me sian sian when i answered the fone.. now she v buay song... *tok to her on the fone now* then go find her at early childhood corner... then we go @.com print stuff.. walk her there.. then.. hehe.. i counted the wrong number of pages.. hehe. then walked dear back to library then she walked me back to my lap top then watch the movie together.. hehe...
then ya.. got lesson le.. miss dear so much... after MATH go ITL practical.. so sian.. wanna die ah.. after tat go meet ben and fuming go bukit batok driving centre wanna sign up take basic theory.. then meet dan there... but in the end, not 18 cannot sign up.. shag.. then take 188 go harbour front hawker eat dinner!!!
ate half chicken, the order one kosong and egg prata... wa.. song!!! some more got lime juice.. shiok ah!!! i share with ben and dan.. all shiok shiok!!!! then go bus stop toking bout fuming's ass.. say if ball roll from back, once it reaches his ass, it will fly up like as if there's a ram.. wahahahahaha!!! then dan and mine is "qiao", ben is.. wahahahahahahaha.. FLAT!!! then bus came we all left for home.. then i watch the dvd in the bus.. haha.. shiok... then reach home le. bathe then watch the vcd again.. then then... NOW TOKING TO DEAR ON THE FONE!!! YEAH!!!! I MISS U BABY!!!!!!!
tml got econs test.. sianz.. gotta study le!!! YEAH!!!! hope to c dear tml!!!muacks!!

haha...

2005-03-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

today... haha.. sch is normal... then.. wahahahahaha!!!! darren kana GAN by WONG SOON FATT!!!! wahahahaha!! then econs watch some gangster show... haha... then accounts tutorial CANCELLED!!!!! then we go wen zhong house there play soccer!!!finally got BEN, NIAO, yuan hao and boss and his friends!!! haha.. ben damn funny ah.. leg so long then like clumsy clumsy.. wahahahaha!!! then i assist him let him score one goal.. haha.. happy sia!!! then i scored 5 goals!! haha.. yeah!! today like on form lehz... hehe... yeah!!! feels so great to play with them!!! haha..
we played till 5.. but too late to meet dear le.. =(... then took bus home.. bathe then go meet aunt to eat with cousin shi hui cos she got 16 for L1R5!!!! OMG!!! tats good!!!! had dinner.. then like tat lor.. just missing dear almost the whole time.. now toking to her on the fone.. hehe.. yeah!!! but seems like we cant meet for the week... shagz.. we'll c how ba.. muacks!! miss u dear!!!

wad a long day...

2005-02-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

today.. sch as usual la.. nth to tok about.. haha.. after sch we went library finish up our ITL project then go find dear.. *miss her sia* then.. hehe muack muack then go print and hand up my project.. onli me la.. kk.. then we decided go WESTMALL assuming wad HAO said tat got SUKI SUSHI... kaoz.. reach there liao.. no hab ah!!!!!! haha.. then jie told me her results.. she happy i feel happy for her too!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! then after tat jocelyn called me too.. she happy with her pts!!! but funny ah.. y must go online check one?? hmmm.. anyway both of them over and done with sec sch lives le.. can enjoy.. happy for them =D owe joce a present.. i promised!! haha.. then my dear daughter jiayi called me.. haha.. so touched when she called me "daddy"... haha.. called me say she got 18 pts.. i was like wow!!! not bad wat!!! then she sian sian.. haha.. she always like tat one la.. feel so happy for them. got wad they wanted..
oh ya.. back to westmall.. we wanted to celebrate PIAK'S belated bday!!! so since westmall no hab.. we go to LOT1.. confirm got ah.. then boss reach westmall liao we take anoter bus go lot1.. so yeah.. came HAO!!! *idiot* then we ate buffet!! haha.. ate a whole lot of shit.. damn full.. then ben ordered a lot ah!!! we ate till piak they all say v scary.. haha.. we kept thinking how come the 4 PLATES OF SHOFTSHELL CRAB HABEN COME?!!?!?!?!? ben say wanna cancel cos buay dong liao.. then came :"shoftshell crab" the waitress say liao we all laugh at ben.. cos we say if come he eat all!!!! haha.. anyway.. we got rid of it.. haha. shhh.. canot say.. yup!!! tat was lotsa fun man!! laughed like hell damn noisy... we ate bout 117++.. so each bout 20 bucks?? whereas 4 gers ate onli like 27++ of alakat?? spell correct ma?? ya lor.. stunning lehz.. lunch cum dinner.. haha.. then we go arcade.. i not really interested.. c the guys play nia.. then time's almost up liao.. wanna go play soccer.. still can make it.. so yeah.. rush lor.. hao take cab come pick me up then pick boss.. haha. .first time play with them... fun sia..
BOSS SCORED THE FINAL GOAL!!!! song boh!!!! haha.. well done ah!!! yeah.. cut short a lot of shit.. i'm tired le.. then dear think she slping ba.. neber reply my msg.. hmmm.. tml 8am.. sianz.. yup!! tats all folks!!!!

6 months le!!!!

2005-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah.. today 6 months le!!! met dear at bout 11?? go my house the Kbox there sing.. i sux la as usual... then dear.. wow.. she noe how to sing with stomach sia!!!! no daniel cant sing sia.. used to hab him arnd then can like follow how he sing.. dear pitch damn high ah.. can pierce thru glass sia.. haha.. then sing le go town cos dear gf shoe got prob.. ten we tot of catching a movie too... met gf at town.. then went to wisma sookee there they bought a friendship ring la.. then i kept disturbing her tat its "her"shop dunno got discount anot.. wahahahaha!!! then gf went back to work then we thinking to go where watch movie.. c town so many ppl we sian liao lo..

think think think got clementi and JE the ulu places that sure got tix one.. haha.. clementi too ulu liao so decided to JE lor.. then we watched "white sound" aka stupid show.. STUPID AH!!! so boring.. DUN WATCH IT PLS!!!!!!! dun watch money.. then went IMM eat BK!! haha.. super full sia.. i ordered extra.. in the end?? cannot finish.. wahahahaha!! then took bus send dear home lor.. hmmm.. yu guo tian qing... after last week's unhappiness, we finally got together and yeah!!! happy!!!! hehe.. 6 months le wor!!! then tis time i really missed my bus.. haha.. pei dear longer lor.. gotta bia finish ITL project.. yup!!! so now i'm home trying to finish it up.. man it sux.. so yeah.. LOVE U DEAR!!

good luck to my friends getting results tml!! hope to c u guys in NP!!! yeah!!!

yeah!!!!!

2005-02-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

today long day ah.. whole day of projects!!!! IAC and BCA.. sux.. then 5 got econs retest.. stupid business asshole hu saw the question..

then after tat i go back clementi mac met dear.. hope everything will be fine.. yup!! everything went on fine.. sent dear home.. bus too many ppl so wait for another one.. can spend longer time ma.. then reached her house there wait for my bus again.. and like usual, we missed the first bus.. hehe.. we hugged.. err.. kissed.. hehe.. like wad we always do as usual.. yeah!!! then come my bus.. off i go home.. dear was crazy today.. keep laughing and playing.. haha.. yeah!!! good good.. tis sunday 6 months le!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! yup!! i'm tired..so yeah.. stop here le.. yeah!! tml accounts paper 2.. sian... yup!! long day tml too!!

haiz..

2005-02-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

today skipped ITL lecture.. cos.. i wanna slp.. i slept at 230... talked to boss.. yeah.. went to sch for acc lecture.. then. lunch.. met dear.. she gave me choco.. i sacred melt sia.. cos weather hot.. she moulded it herself.. hehe.. talked a while then i go library revise math.. later got test.. hmmm.. forget bout sch today la.. nth much to tok bout

just hung up the fone. was talking to dear.. haiz.. again.. its not good.. she's so stressed up.. dun think she feels like toking too.. c her like tat i also dunno wad to say.. den she say those stuff.. like not nice la.. like when someone stressed up tat kinda feeling..i understand how she feels.. then i also dunno wad to say.. i noe watever i say is useless.. the onli thing is tat she gets over and done with the damn project then she'll be like the dear i used to hab.. well.. hasnt been better too.. think tis week is another screwed up week.. all busy.. all stressed up.. all no mood.. haiz.. how long is tis gonna last?? after projects come common test.. then hols think dear maybe working.. me?? maybe go take basic theory.. if possible.. then like tat.. also.. haiz.. feel so distant.. listening to tong hua now.. haiz.. just read her blog.. seems like... i dunno wat to say.. feel like going airport just like wad i used to do i few yrs ago.. go there alone and "tok" to myself.. ask myself and reason out problem tat i'm facing and y... haiz..
was thinking bout was boss told me.. well.. "hong" gers is really not an easy thing but its easy if u noe how to do it.. will tis sunday be a happy one?? haiz.. i dare not think so far.. dun think can meet dear tml and friday.. cos got paper at 5... shag.. yeah.. hope everything will be over soon... no more misery.. really sux.. sux to the core.. haven had tis feeling for a long time... and at tis period of time i'm irritated easily.. so guys.. bear with me..

home dun feel like home.. life dun feel like life.. duno feel like wad.. y must rabbits hab a tough yr tis yr?? it sux... haiz.. maybe she's right.. nobody understands her.. neither do i... haiz.. it sux.. k la.. tml got lesson at 8.. so i think i go slp now.. so yeah..
SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid headache.

2005-02-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning... i still can c la.. haha.. slept back n woke up at 645.. sianz ah.. BCA tutorial... then met boss at bus stop then we walk together lor.. after tat went for econs lecture.. went half nia.. the other half me, boss and firdaus sitting outside nuah and tok lor.. haha.. dun care la.. headache sia.. last night one still haben subside.. my right side of my brain sia. i sneeze then kaoz.. like got one bag of blood stuck sia.. shack shack.. pain sia..
then after lunch we pon everything.. concentrate on project.. seeing hao willing to do i can fang xing liao.. or else lim peh si liao lo... got damn headache.. i look alright la.. just tired and headache.. stayed in library till 5 lor.. then meet dear go send her fone to repair.. everything was fine.. but headache like getting a lil worse.. cos.. think hot ba.. dunno la.. then took bus to shell there then took 174.. saw dear's classmate then say i "was" in a movie they watched tis afternoon.. tat guy got curly hair la.. haha.. then yeah.. reach JP le.. go up.. wa.. shagz sia.. dad say mum blanja dinner.. ask dear wanna go.. but she got project and she tired.. so dun waste her time lor.. so yeah.. after her fone settle liao.. send to clementi then took bus...
well.. i dun feel v well so said somethings tat made her rather unhappy la.. cos the past few days not very good terms ma.. then ya lor.. her bus came.. huggie and off.. damn i felt like shit.. some more my headache is killing me ah.. damn.. cant sms her to apologise.. cos her fone tml then can take ma.. ya.. then argh. took 105 to meet parents lor.. eat le.. walk a while come home le..tired sia.. almost blackout.. feel damn weak sia.. y sia?? dman shit.. k la.. i wanna go do ITL project liao.. dun think can sleep much tonight too.. dunno wanna go lecture tml anot.. shagz.. so yeah..
anyway hope tat things will be better for us.. both of us will be busy this week rushing project.. well.. haiz.. sorry dear.. i'm sorry.. after tis week we must spend more time with each other le.. haiz..

sux!!!! new week tat doesn't get any better!!!!!

omg.. am i gonna be blind??

2005-02-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

today.. hmmm sch as usual.. after sch we stayed back to some of our project.. then yeah.. stayed till like 4 like tat.. then go home.. dad say wanna buy new fone.. supposingly wanna go causeway pt.. but clementi here same price.. yeah.. buy le eat dinner le gocck find dear.. hmmm... yeah.. it didnt went off smoothly at first cos i dunno y la.. i'm not good with my expression.. then... ya.. almost or i did made dear unhappy lor.. then took bus back to her house.. yeah.. it was better on the bus but her ohone seemed to hab a prob lehz.. shag.. then ya.. she tired.. so i ask her go home lor.. then took bus to tb..
wanted to c how's fuming's pinky which he ended up needed it to be stiched up last night after an accident down mt faber.. haha.. first time.. i saw the video.. damn fast sia.. then the pics damn bloody la.. kaoz.. so i played without shoes and i scored a goal!!! just trying my luck!!! haha.. song boh!!!! then went home ba.. wanted to download desperate housewives but seem to be unable to... hmmm.. then on my com.. bend down come up my eyes cannot c properly le.. like i flash ur eye with bright light then blur blur lor.. especially my left eye...its been like 15 mins le and its getting worse.. hope i wun get blind.. so take tis opportunity to type a post.. hope its nothing ba.. hope i wake up still can c colour colour.. can c my family, classmates, bros, friends and of course dear la.. pls pls pls... ok.. think better go rest now..

pray tat i wun go blind!!!

KTV!!!!

2005-02-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

well.. after driving... its off back home.. waited for new coffee table to be delivered then go meet bros to KTV.. actually if table came early i can go meet dear for a while.. but.. haiya.. she no mood.. call her.. she doing work then answer me like lan lan so.. yeah.. told her table was coming so i hung up.. but i tot it was cos they called.. but in the end it came at bout 5+..shagged.. wait till fall asleep sia. then.. think dun call dear le ba. she doing work.. then also like no mood to tok to me.. suan le.. then. changed and went to meet the guys at redhill mrt then take to someset.. no bus cos got chingay.. aka JIN GAY!!!! ya.. almost cried in the train cos dear replied me " wadever lah! you go enjoy urself ba " tats all.. stun la..wad i do wrong sia.. maybe cos we didnt meet for 2 days?? but at tat pt of time i wasnt in the appropriate mood to think bout answers.. so yeah.. talked to the guys.. then... forgot bout it le.. dun wann tihnk bout it..
reached cuppage.. the ktv there.. then fuming told me some stuff which i think tat's how dear feels.. so yeah.. sing sing sing.. felt much better.. then.. yeah.. dear msg me say she slping le. so yeah. everything fine le lor. just tat.. we both mood swing la.. then v du lan also.. but.. haiya suan le la.. i dun wanna make things worse.. ren ba.. swallow it down and shit it out then no more le.. yeah.. sing sing sing till 11?? bill was 99????!?!?!?! room 65... 6 cups of honey water and moroco chocolate?? omg.. nvm.. each 20 bucks nia.. haha.. then took 111 to commonwealth then change bus.. then fuming and jr heard tis lao ah pek call for help.. he cant even climb a small slope sia.. damn poor thing.. then climb le we walk off.. then c like how is he gonna climb down the slope at the end of e field so dan n i helped him lor.. haha.. he damn funny sia.. his pants dropped till so low like damn poser la.. bus came le.. we left to ABC market makan then go home lor.. ben and i waited for a long time then decided to take cab home lor.. bout 7+ nia.. ok la.. so yeah.. tats my day...

bad week for us.. hope tat everything will be fine next week...

wahahahahah!!!

2005-02-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

today went to Mr prata there makan with dad.. near my old house there.. means... there's a freaking big carpark!!!!! haha.. then he wanna open letter box c got old mails not.. then i was hesitating whether to ask him let me drive anot.. then.. argh!!! onli chance!!! so i asked.. he like damn skeed..(scared in QTSS language) then take mails le.. he say.." wait i shift the van out first.." wahahahaha!! its a small van la.. popular on the roads now.. just like a car in front but wit i higher body behind.. yeah.. so.. here it goes!!!
step the clutch all the way... shift gear 1.. release hand brakes.. slowly balance clutch and accelerator... then.. let it flow.. wahahaha.. first time then engine died.. i step oil too much.. haha.. then start engine again.. then. it went on smoothly!! steady steady go over hump no prob at all!!!! then dad say "enuff liao.. damn scary" haha.. then ok lor.. wait police catch then liao liao lo.. so yeah.. then off go home le!!! hehe.. shiok ah!!! rather simple but didnt hab the chance to shift to 2nd gear.. nvm.. next time!!! cant wait to get my license!!!!! yeah!! going out later.. so yeah!!!

SHIOK AH!!!!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!!!

sian ah...sorry guys.. vulgarities again.. its ok.. dun read too..

2005-02-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

well.. today is a boring day for me.. went sch for lesson lor.. during econs the whole class damn kp la.. forget it.. after sch went to meet fuming.. then dan came.. then ben came.. then fuming meer lay yuen.. haha.. hope some sparks will sparkie again.. then go home lor.. cant go even play soccer tonight.. kpkb... came home...saw mum and dad... she give me tat kinda fucked up face.. "wat the hell?!?!?!?!?!"FUCK!!!!!! sianz... bathe.. play game.. tok to dear.. blah blah.. eat dinner... then back to game... then dear call.. knn.. i tok a while nia mum kp me??? fuck!!!! i stay home kana kp... stay out kana kp.. WAT U WANT ME TO DO SIA??? CHEEBYE LA!!! FUCK!!!!! cant stand them la.. fuck em man!!1 cheebye!!!! ARGH!!! dear still can cheer me up.. so its ok.. then got sudden urge to drink beer.. but a bottle of german beer in freezer.. cool faster ma.. then got mug.. also put in freezer... then 1130 take out then i breathe guan all in.. kaoz.. damn freaking gassy sia.. spelling correct anot huh???means a lot of gas la.. fuck.. am i drunk or wat?? 1 bottle nia.. it helps me slp better..yeah.. fucked up day for me again???damn shit.. fuck la!!!!!!! damn piece of shit.... FUCK!!! sorry guys.. think a while more i go slp liao.. real sorry.. think blog is a place i can fill my tots.. damn shit.. opz.. i shall shut myself up now.. peace... i'm burping like shit now.. hehe.. nitez..

fucked up.. its ok.. dun read tis post.. just wanna let go.. ps..

2005-02-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

today went to sch for WAA nia.. so sianz.. after tat went home to slp la.. tired sia.. play NFS for a while then slp lor.. slp le.. then met dear.. suppose to acc her go westmall.. then instead we went to causeway pt and lot1 lor.. bought present for siqiao aka her best friend or sis lor.. then met her.. chat take pics till 10 then went off.. dear went crazy.. laugh laugh laugh.. cos she tired then she go crazy... we took train bck to clementi then take bus.. i cant just leave her let her go home herself ma.. so late le.. then she slpt on the bus.. or just close her eyes ba.. then she went in le i took bus home..
reach home liao kana kp.. cheebye one lehz.. go slp la!!! kp similanjiao??? knn.. damn fucked up sia.. damn pissed ah.. dunno how to let off my steam so come type lor.. wa.. hope i can get punching bag to punch and kick sia.. knn.. CHEEBYE LA!!!! buay song hood me la!!!! just cos sis like tat then i also kena.. cheebye u!!!!! fucked up face!!! KNNBPCB!!! AHHHHH!H!H!H!H!H!H!H!H!HH!!HH!!H!H!H!H!HH!!HH!H!H!H!H!H!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!! ask me relak on my relationship.. tok crap la!!!!! feel like punching his face sia.. damn cheebye ah!!!! AHHHHH!H!H!H!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry guys.. i shall stop here.. go watch tv relax liao.. sorry sorry...

sad sia!!!

2005-02-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

look at the time!!!! haha.. well.. just finished bathing.. now drinking some soup... hungry sia.. going to faint le.. kinda week for the past 2 weeks.. hmm.. wads wrong?? well... i passed all my papers so far!!! YEAH!!! WONG SOON FATT let me pass my BCA!!! jin cheebye la he.. wanna guai lan with me in the end??? HUMJI la.. haha.. no la.. i 49 ma.. so ya lor.. wahahahahahaha!!!
after sch went home slp.. mum ask me go lao yu seng.. today is ren ri!! EVERYBODY's BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! haha.. dear also come.. dunno y i today like hyper when i c her.. hehe.. she came... then mum preparing... then we 4 lao together.. ate mum's cooking the send dear home.. duno y la.. maybe its the aftermath of vday ba.. feel so err... just so happy!!! hehe.. then hug dear in the bus.. almost felt like crying.. duno y too.. think i too happy to hab her... i love huiping!!!!!!! haha... mushy... paiseh paiseh.. kk ... then waited for bus.. got mood to take pics!!! but!!!!! not nice sia.. at nite la.. jin cheebye... *opz*
bus came the met jie then go airport send shu off.. dan is gona be damn sad la.. met zheng and kang kong along the way... reach airport le waited for darren then go BK meet the rest lor.. then its so tempting to eat so i eat lor.. hehe.. fat liao lehz!! jia lad... the take video, pics blah blah blah.. i said "OIE" damn loud la cos i didnt notice fuming using his fone to take me sia.. today got 1 digi cam and fone aim me to take ma indian behaviour.. FUCK!!! haha.. nvm tat..
shu went off.. dan didnt get to huggie her cos... her parents all there.. sux man tat feeling.. then he cry sia... i c le also feel like crying.. the try to cheer him up.. afterall... we both same height!!!! haha.. no la.. wad a indians for man??? to cheer each other up with our OH MIGHTY TURBANS!!!! *opz* not racist ah... just tat Mr Chanan sighn influenced me a lot.. wahahahahahaha!!! yeah.. no worries bro!!! she's coming back soon!!!
tot wanna go home de.. but.. pei dan lor.. we went back redhill tok and slack...till near 1 ba.. then jie, ben and i took cab back lor.. yeah... so yeah.. tats it guys.. i'm shagged.. lesson at 8!!!!! liao la.. got 4 and half hrs of slp... wahahahahaha!!!!
DAN!!! i understand how u feel...i noe how it feels to leave ur ger... no prob gt us!!!! yeah!! u can hug me.. height diff onli bout 10cm la.. hahaha.... =D

2005-02-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

The Flowers!!

Valentine's day!!!

2005-02-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

Today is Valentine's DAY!!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!!! tis year got dear accompany me!!!! hehe.. wad did we do??? well.. we somehow celebrated it... YESTERDAY!!!!! wahahahaha!!!!!!
13/02/2005, Valentine's day eve!!!! dear and i met at 9 in clementi... then.. haha.. took bus back to her house then change bus to the prata shop tat we suppose. haha... damn funny hor?? then we at mushroom cheese prata... then kosong, egg and roti john and dunno wad combo for breakfast.. haha... then c c.. actually can take 198 directly from my house.. paiseh sia.. wahahaha.. finish eating le took 198 to bukit batok then from there take mrt to cck to take bus to ZOO!!!!!! yeah... we went zoo then spent the whole day there... went to c many man y animals.. took lotsa pics.. hehe.. saw leopard, cheetah, elephant, lion, tiger, pony, sheep[STINKS], pig, monkeys{in general}, kangeroo, birds, butterflies, insects, crocodiles, polar BEAR, cow, komodo dragon, rabbits and many more!!! hehe.. we took lotsa pics but we missed the animal show... but nvm.. we enjoyed ourselves spending quality time with each other.. hehe.. though the zoo got a lot of ppl, but it seems like got onli us and the animals.. hehe.. paiseh ah.. mushy mushy...
then bout 4+ le...we or should i say i hungry le.. hehe.. went toilet wash up le then wait for bus like 20 mins ba.. went to causeway pt to eat BK dinner cum lunch ba.. haha... then went to cold storage buy some ingredients for driz to bake forandrew -_-" hehe.. feel like married liao go buy groceries.. hehe.. but some cant find so decided to go her house there buy.. then took bus there i slept..hehe.. 30 mins onli.. but very shoik.. slp on dear shoulder... hehe... then went her house there buy the other ingredients..yeah!!!! HAPPY!!!! hehe... then my bus came and went clementi to faster find flowers[in possible], then ferraro roche, balloon sticks and the holder.. haha.. then went home bia!!!! wanna make a heart shaped formation with the roches then in btwn put flowers.. but the flowers r fake la.. hehe... spent the whol night doing it till bout 2 ba.. shag..
14/02/2005, officially VALENTINE'S DAY!!! haha.. i put the flowers in my bag.. confirm safe safe de.. the most the roches drop out nia.. then the stupid BEN came and "anal" me crushing my bag and the flowers!!!! kaoz.. at tat moment i hope everything's fine.. lesson end le.. went to alumni eat then went off the dear's house... then went i allight from the bus, -___-... the heart shaped i made with styrofoam board break liao!!! BEN!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! wasted my effort.. i dun do stuff like tat for gers de lor.. FIRST TIME LEHZ~!!!! sad sia.. BEN!!! U WATCH OUT!!! argh!!! then show dear le.. she still like happy happy like tat.. but i sad sia. mu hardwork.. wan dear to hab something nice to give dear.. but gotta give her something broken.. =( sad.. but dear say its ok she likes it. hehe...
went dear house watched vcd... PAIN!!!! shrek 2.. wanted to help her install the nokia thingy de.. but cant lehz!!! argh!!!!! then went clementi ate dinner then go big bookshop buy her stiff then went home le.. i huggie dear and told her" i wun let anything happen to u, i love u.. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!" hehe.. her bus came then i now typing blog lor..sorry today one long long ah.. hehe..
i love u huiping!!!!! happy valentine's day!!!!!!

wad a day...

2005-02-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

well.. look at the time and date again.. its bout the 11th of feb... haha.. woke up at 10.. shag sia!! slept less than 5 hrs.. then went for maths.. cheebye!!!!! no ECONS!!! KAN!!! i go sch for nth!!!! could hab slept sia... go sch onli 1 hr... acc ben makan then i went home slp le..
then deat came my house find me... then we go town walk walk.. wanna choose vday present for me and get her stuff for the friends bday present also la.. but.. haha.. watever she ask me i sa not interested cos i dun wanna her to spend too much money on me!!!! haha.. but today i damn sleepy ah.. so not my normal self.. then some more later still got play soccer... shagz..
we left town.. went back to clementi mac to eat.. cos town a lot ofppl i cannot take it.. some more i damn tired la.. lack of slp sia.. after makan.. waited for bus.. we both lan lan liao.. cos tired.. then came my bus.. gave her a kiss then went of.. can c she sian sian cos she dun wanan go home so early and again.. i gotta go for soccer.. like spoil her plan la.. cos actually she suppose to goout with her cousin.. anyway.. the worse thing is tat when i reach there and called bob, he say NO HAB!!! CHEEBYE!!! nobody TELL ME!!! KAN!!!!!!
so i called dear immediately asked where is she lor... then i go find her.. she going home.. so yeah.. she rented vcd then go her house watch.. i took cab go home put my stuff , wash face ; damn tired sia.... then took bus down again lor.. watch 2 movies.. AVP and the other one is.. DUPLEX??? funny la.. haha.. then father called and gan me.. cos i tis morning 4+reach home.. then today wanna so late again then say tml must go pray tai sui.. means i maybe cannot play soccer tml morning le.. shagz... so yeah..
spent almost the whole day with dear.. so happy!!!! though we were like face like not really smilly in the afternoon, we were smilly at night!!! yeah!!!i love u huiping!!! hehe.. opz... i shall stop here le... nitez guys.. -__- sleepy.....

bros united!!!!!!

2005-02-11T04:21:00.000+08:00

today is the 3rd day of cny.. but i'm toking bout the 2nd day.. cos u c the time.. i just reach home sia.. haha.. today went to my ah ma house there.. or my mum side.. the ppl there are much much nicer lor!!! haha.. as usual la.. get ang pao... but tis year got drink beer.. drank a bottle of german beer.. nice sia!!!!! then gamble a bit lor.. then daniel ask me wanna go fuming house anot.. i anything.. so i reached his house dwnstrs wait for dan and darren...
once they reached we went up together.. WOW!!! a lot of ppl sia.. we were expecting many many ang paoS.... but none gave us.. but its ok.. fuming's father was like damn high lor.. keep smiling.. first time sia.. then gamble a bit.. won i bit too.. not bad.. haha.. his father like keep giving us beer to drink majiam free flow sia.. but we neber drink cos cannot take it liao.. then today also celebrating fuming's bro bday.. got red wine sia!!1 nice sia!!! haha.. tan tio sia.. nice nice.. then ya.. continue gamble lor.. lost all i've won.. haha.. nvm la..
actually wanna go jack house de.. damn late liao.. yew tee lehz.. haha.. oh ya.. ben came just when we celebrating fuming bro bday.. then..... we went town.. watched "flight of the pheonix".. wat a damn show.. haha.. watch till like 12+?? then i call boss ask him wanna go sch anot.. he say go.. then i was thinking should i stay out anot??then dan and fuming wanna go KTV... but darren and i dun wan cos if we sing the KTV will collapse.. but bro bro ah.. we still went in... sang a lot of songs till like 2+.. at first paiseh sia.. hear my stupid voice sing.. sia la.. i'll neber go again sia.. daniel is the boss in there.. he sings like kaoz.. like shitting sia.. not sweat man... we sing majiam got constipation cannot come out.. haha.. then after tat we eat prata... slack a while. went to some corner to pee cos not toilets open.. then took cab home lor...
but today damn happy ah!!!! we keep crapping.. then fuming keep wanna take candid shots on my indian behavious. jin cheebye.. we laughed our way thru the night man.. yeah!!! its was great!!!! but... gotta wake up at 10 to go sch.. shagz.. off to slp le.. nitez and happy new year!!!!

day 1!!!

2005-02-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 10+... ate breakfast... then go bathe then wear new clothes!!!! haha.. look so beng... went to temple pray... same temple i always go... then go aunt house, aka the stage of fakers, to bai nian.. went there almost everybody there then heard the grad's family not coming i happy sia!!!! haha... but then the grad's sis, bro and mum came.. jin cheebye.. i hiu lan them ah.. greet me i lan lan "hi" them nia.. the mother bitch give my ang bao i just take nia... fucking fishball eyes always wanna drop out but neber drop put.. jin cheebye... haha..so sian... ate "de ka" or pig trotters.. traditional teochew style.. shiok sia!!!!! haha.. then damn full la.. stay there rot.. then listen gossip bout the grad's family.. haha.. they tot i dun understand sia.. i sit one corner listen onli..
i'm not close with my cousins so yeah... i listen to old ppl tok lor.. so yeah.. tats my new year.. so sian right??? BUT!!!!!!
while i reaching home tat tim edear call me say she reach home liao.. ask me wanna go over bai nian anot?? then.. ok lor.. i was planning to do tat too since her whole family seen me b4 so must yi si yi si la.. then went there le.. tired le.. her mum gave me................................ cannot say la.. but kaoz..... i'm shocked sia.. haha... then wait she come my house bai nian too.. but my mum sleeping.. she tired la.. actually dear family all sleeping.. haha.. nvm la.. i also tired.. then later we thinking of where to go then end up to west coast park walk walk lor.. just the 2 of us!!!!
upon reaching there.. i c the car park.. "MUAH AH"!!!! full of cars.. i told dear got a lot of ppl... haha.. didnt expect west coast park to hab so many ppl.. so we go mac makan.. also a lot of ppl!!!!!! eat le go walk walk... so many ppl!!!! haha... wanna enjoy sea breeze ah.. but then..... beach fenced up liao... must be yuan hao's fencing la... -__-" LAME!!!! ya la.. whole beach fenced up sia.. then.. sianz... so go bus stop lor.. luckily the one and onli bus goes str to her house.. haha.. we waited for quite long.... then took bus home lor... we were both tired la.. so slp here slp there??? play here play there too.. hehe..
reach her house le she pei me wait for bus.. we missed 2 buses.. cos wanna spend more time.. cos if tml neber meet... then its sat go her house swim le.. so many days lehz!!!! how can??? haha.. gonna miss u like hell!!!!! haha...
now i'm home bathed and again stuffing myself with my fav teochew pig trotters.. i'm go "zhang" now.. stomach bloated... haha.. i'm shagged le.. tml is another long day.. tml its time go bros le.. i miss dear!!! she sending her mum to airport.. going china c her hubbie!!!! or dear's dad working in china.. forgot its beijing or shanghai.. hehe.. so yeah.. tats all folks!!
hope u guys get a bountiful of ang paoS!!! i always get v little one.. cos my father side ppl damn stingy!!! 2 dollars also got.. jin cheebye!! dun be surprise, wait got tissue paper 3 ply one some more!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! drink lotsa water guys.. cut down on oilly food for now.. take care!!!

happy new year!!!

2005-02-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

well... today woke up at 9+ to help my mum cook and do stuff.. then pray le eat... eat lunch le damn full.. then i ask mum can i dosmth cos i dun wan full full then sit down ma.. then she ask me go wash toilet... haha.. shiok also ah.. play with water... then bathe.. then play game then tired le..so took a nap...dear msg me.. say she coming.. was toking to ben and wen zhong.. he say i shld msg her.. but thinking tat she at town so forget it la.. haha.. then after tat she msg me she coming.. so gotake a nap.. then she say she reach le.. i changed then go down le.. was tired la.. u noe when i sleeping then going to fall asleep but cannot cos wait cannot hear my fone when she msg me.. so.. like torturing myself la.. haha..
went down to meet her.. we talked things out peacefully like normal la.. then.. ya.. everything went on fine then yeah!!! we r ok le!! hehe... then after tati sent her home.. tok tok play play.. ya.. i happy, she happy then happy new year!!!!!!!!!then went home to eat reunion dinner... thinking bout tml i sian la.. tml c all fake ppl.. i hate my father side ppl.. especially the university grads who think tat they r so big to mu zhong wu ren.. c my mum dun greet.. till one day i'll screw the sisters bout their shotgun history... university grads also dun even noe how to put on self protection.. study so much also no use... stupid university grads!!!! hope u go to mediacorp to act le u cheebye!!!!!!!
ok la now talking to her on the phone.. she impatient le.. singing to irritate me.. wahahahahahahaha!!!! i shall stop here le..happy new year guys!!!!

wad a farked up day..

2005-02-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

haiz... today i shall not talk bout sch... well... today mood not v good... argh!!!!! just wanna say dear and i buay gam after i said smth bout last night.. i just said i still kinda sad bout last night then everything blew up... i'm just afraid tat she'll do silly stuff.. haiz.. i dunno how i'm feeling now.. du lan? sad? angry? haiz... how long will tis last?? wat will happen tml?? man.. i feel like banging my head on the wall.. though its a small matter.. damn.. i feel like crying now.. shit.. ARGH!!! somebody!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FARK ME!!!!!!!! FARK FARK FARK FARK!!!!! sorry guys.. today entry not nice.. just wanna let go off my steam.. paiseh paiseh..

wad a day...

2005-02-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

today actually not going out de.. but ben say pei fuming. but i heard pei feng.. haha.. nvm.. so met them at orchard.. pei fuming c clothes.. a lot of ppl sia.. damn shag.. i hate it... so walk arnd taka... then go far east... then back to wisma??? forgot la.. met rudy... actually wanan c fashion show.. free tix ma.. but then hor.. walk walk walk... sian liao dun wanna go liao.. so after makan fuming tell rudy we not going.. then we continue walk lor... i sian liao.. then walk walk fuming buy levis lor..
then we go taka drink coffee and slack lor.. then i msg dear say tml i meet her after sch.. but i playing soccer after tat then then she reply me lan lan.. i sian diao.. i call her... then also lan lan.. so i hang up lor.. felt kinda sad.. then chat a while more then go home lor.. then she msg me stuff.. she sleeping liao so i say ok tml call me then go slp ba.. then she called me lor.. no mood to tok to her also la.. sianz... aiya.. tml then say la.. ok.. i'm home now.. shagz.. tml got sch.. so.. cya guys tml...
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UBIN!!!

2005-02-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

shiok shiok!!! today is a long and great day!!! went ubin.. i was late cos i need to shit..hehe.. opz... met the guys[Darren, ben, jack, fuming, feng(FINALL!!!), dan, me, ying and shu] at outram mrt then take bus no.2 all the way to changi village... then ate a bit at the hawker then take boat.. we took pics along the way.. happy sia!!!! then reached there.. we rented bikes, took off our tops cos it'll be damn hot.. then off we go!!!!!
today's pace much slower then usual cos got gers and their seat is damn super low majiam stun bike like tat.. but though we all enjoyed it cos we chatted along the way..had coconut drink form fit fit uncle and playing with his cat.. then saw this bunch of gers.. the like kana stuck the feng say wanna help them... the feng and darren ask me follow them.. then feng saw wanna busted darren... so we cycle pass them, U turn the we bia pass them leaving darren behind then we shouted"darren kuai dian la!!!" haha.. the gers noe we disturbing them with darren. cos he kinda interested with one ger.. wahahahahaha... then we went quary swim.. or rather wash ourselves.. got komodo dragon some more sia.. haha.. then makan liao go climb the highest peak of ubin.. took pics and videos.. haha. self-direct some more sia.. c shu, ying, dan and jack so lovey dovey, i super jea sia.. but got bros so it still feels ok... dear didnt come... oh ya.. while cycling to the path to climb up to the peak, darren say wanna make motor with leaves.. but i saw a plastic bottle.. then.. kaoz.. power sia.. damn loud.. can hear when we cycling in the forest.. everybody can hear my ferrari.. wahahahaha!! then we returnewd our bikes, wash up then back to mainland..
we were not so hungry so took no.2 back lor.. but first came a single-decker bus.. so we ask the couples to go off first... then me, feng, fuming, darren and ben waited for the next double-deck one.. we took back to bugis eat long john.. took bout bout 3 hrs lehz!!! kaoz.. then eat le.. slack a while.. c bag then go home rest le lor!!! was a great day when finally 7 bros unite together!!! yeah!!!!! BROS UNITED!!

shagz

2005-02-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

today is ECONS paper.. same as chu zheng... came to school bout 12 to study... luckily niao told me the right stuff to study cos i study last night ah... NO LINK!!!! damn... so du lan.. then did understand a bit of it.. not bad... but in the end... no use la.. c the paper liao stun.. onli noe how to do some.. but confirm 20 marks gone liao... so.. yeah.. it sux... after a long day... went to meet dear!!1 she waiting for me.. hehe.. then went home... rest a while.. then sent her home.. haha.. had fun in the bus.. wahahahahaha.... really missed each other!!! like 2 days neber c each other le... hehe.. paiseh ah... hmmm.. tml bca.. nth much to study... just formula and the windows thingy la.. wahahahaha!! tml finish liao.. MATH.. SIM BO!!! wahahaha then its swimming with dear!!! yeah yeah.. then UBIN!!! then chinese new yr... sian la.. haha.. so yeah.. i go slp le!!! nitez ppl!!

hey hey!!!

2005-01-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. today came sch early to study accounts last minute then its TIME!!!!! ben woke up late as usual.. i'm first to reach.. as usual... then came niao then hao then wen zhong then BEN!!!! it was like 10.30 when he reach and we r suppose to leave at bout 10.40... GREAT!!! haha.. then paper start liao... first 3 question still ok.. then balance sheet cant balance, adjustment dunno how to do.. anyhow... haha.. then suppose to stay back study ITL... but after feeling giddy when i stood up after lunch i felt sleepy liao... go library play NFS then do up my blog also... haha.... then ben say.. think lets go home and study ba.... whaahahahahaha!!! great idea!!!
so off we went... i went go cut my hair.. to me a lot of diff sia.. but to the others dunno how la.. wahahahahahaha!!! cut my side short and my top think.. bck din really cut la.. hehe.. went home and bath.. then.. watch MAN U repeat match thn fell asleep.. dear msg me say at sch there liao.. so woke up changed and left house to meet her for dinner lor... hehe.. happy la!!! eat le then sent her home.. but we stayed at her house bus stop till bout 8 plus till the next 173 came.. we were talking bout valentine's day?? cos i'm the kind that really dunno anything special to do lor.. so... ya.. i asked her.. hehe.. we somehow come out with a plan.. well... DUN TELL U!!! wahahahahahahaha!!!! ok la.. though onli like spent less than 3 hours together but seems long lehz.. hehe..but fri confirm go swimming at her house there liao i DUN CARE!!!!!!! i go study le!!! tml ITL!! lotsa definations to remember... good luck to ppl having common test this week!!! jia you ah!!!
PEACE ma niggas!!

hey hey

2005-01-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

26/01
today went to sch to study.. but din study much cos... dun really noe how to start on ITL!!! haha.. then racing with fuming on NFS... then ben came we go library... study a while we go makan... then went back.. to up my blog.. so its still in progress... u'll c lotsa changes when times to come..
though today met dear for a while... but we had lotsa thing to say to each other... tis sunday 5 months le!!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! wahahahahahaha!!! sent her off then went to play soccer.. bb court too many ppl liao.. then went up to street soccer court play.. we won the malay and indians!!!! then wait play among ourselves, i scored 2 goal!!!! missed a lot of shots... haha.. but had great teamwork with dan, edric, and benny... haha.. had a great day... run till dun wanna run liao.. haha.. shiok!!!! now is 1+ am le... watching the last episode of "My Ex" on channel 56.. missed it at 10 cos i reached home at 11.. so watch now then go slp then go school again to meet up with ben, boss n maybe the rest to study ba...
few days ago sent ben fiona's pic.. he seemed interested... well, it all depends on tis afternoon ba!!! wahahahahahahaha!! k la.. gonna watch my show le!!!

2005-01-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

me and DEAR!!

2005-01-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

Happiest BIRTHDAY!!!

hmmm..

2005-01-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm hmmm.. common test coming liao... so sianz... chinese new yr also coming liao... lagi sianz.... haiz... man i really like the music in my blog... very soothing.... yeah... well.. take care everyone and those taking Os this yr.. *too early to say la hor??* study hard ah!!!! START FROM NOW~!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!!!!

OOPZ!!!

2005-01-24T15:26:00.000+08:00

hey guys!1 those who tried to read my blog for the pass fews days and cant c anything, sorry ah... dunno y lehz.. smth wrong la.. my template changed my itself lor.. now i put back le.. so du lan.. now got study break.. hope can score for common test!!! let's work hard together guys!!!

hey hey hey!!!

2005-01-19T09:19:00.000+08:00

hehe.. changed skin again.... got lotsa probs ah!!! change one thing on my template whole thing gone blank... idiot sia.. wahahahahahahaha... now everything's going fine!!!! laughing in class now!!! hear piak laugh can die ah!!!! wahahaha~!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA~!!!!

2005-01-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!!!! today kept doing my bloggy wor!!! hope u guys will like it.. but!! there's more to come!!!! yeah!!!

heyhey!!

2005-01-17T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. i've decided to make a new blog... the other one gave me lotsa headaches sia... JCB.. wahahahahahahaha~!!!